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I'VE MOVED

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210 Minutes To Midnight

I need to blog more now tat exams are over. Haha. I feel btr in e previous post =). I tend to be bitchy and emo once it passes 2 a.m. Looked a my profile part of my blog. Decided to take away all e wants tat include bgr. So all tat's left under desires is ice cream =). One can nvr have enuff ice cream ^^. Hmm, as for my bgr life, ask mi personally if ur really interested =P. I wonder if ppl from my current class will read tis. If they do they'll most probably come suan me e nxt day. Some anw. Hmm wad should i blog bout =/ How bout you ppl tell me wad you wanna read n i post it bah =)

8 Hours To Freedom

As i look back at my old post, i realize i how pathetic i still am. As much as i would like to think that I've matured I seriously didn't. Well i guess I'm in a pessimistic mood cos it's 4a.m. But i deserve to be in a pessimistic mood! Haha. I'm usually optimistic till it gets on people's nerves. But all in all it's still a farce. Cos i want people to see me as "that happy loser" as compared to "that sad loser". Haha. I'm kinda having an inferiority complex right about now. Comes once in awhile. Well i know when it will come. Can't be helped i guess. Lolz. I don't know why I'm blogging now. Does anyone actually care about all these crap I'm writing? Haix~ I guess I'm hoping people will read this and empathize with me. How pathetic is that? Haha. I miss Timothy. It sucks when your best friend is a few thousand miles away. Wonder if he's havin fun in aussie =/ I have to get back to mugging. cyas

Life Drifts On

It's been epically long since i updated, not really sure what i should be saying. We'll Jc has been tough, i think I'm gonna retain. Well tat is so bad i guess, I'll definitely do very well if that happens. Well, i can really talk much about my social life cos i don't really have one now -.-... only an occasional lunch with a friend, that's bout it. Really miss Tim now that he's a few thousand miles away =/. Well life hasn't really been fun in Jc recently. I don't have anyone i can really talk to bout what real problems are etc. So it can get kinda lonely. When tat happens i just find one of my many friends and bitch to them bout something.. Oh, i've been going out with my cousin quite alot lately. I feel like i've been really blessed to have her. She's one of the few people i can talk to. Went to sp the other day to meet her. Lolz. One of her friend i saw on face book seem reaaaly cute. =X Not supposed to think bout these thing rite bout noe =/ haha.

Special Request Post

This post was requested by a special friend of mine =). Btw, dun expect tat many posts cos of my damned sch T.T.... Haha. Anws, Just got back from m'sia. Boring..... Jus slacked off for 1 week... No motivation to study thr. haha. Although got alot of time to just sit thr and think bout stuff. haha btw, Sil, when u comin? ^^ looking fwd to it =) cya soon. sry my post so short. i rly dun noe wad to put =X. haha

Not Again...

Was drifting thru e net when i found myself here =/... Got hit by a sickness again -.-...the one which i usually fall into. I'm not sure if tis is a passing thing =/. She seems somewhat interested. But could be me reading too much into things. ZzZzZ. But she's really really cute *u*....-.-....Damn. This is an epic waste of time. Anws, went for this SMUN thing. Was extremely fun. Also met her thr -.- argg...How do i get myself in these situations? Darn....

Deaad

My blog is soo dead -.-.. mainly cos no time update. okays. i noe onli eu(jean) read n occasionally silvia. thx for still comin =). hmm i rly dunnoe wad to put. jc's been tiring. finish sch at bout 8.30 everyday. ut it's fun...so far... =/. shld i close dwn my blog? it's gettin rly redundant. hope to cya soon =)

Jean Made Me Do It T.T lolz

10 whats:

1 what is the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
Damn…It’s morning already…

2 what did you do last night?
Chat and facebook

3 what is the most important part of your life right now?
God & School

4 what would you rather be doing right now?
Actually talking to my frens rather then over msn

5 what did you last cry over?
My screwed up finalae

6 what always makes you feel better when you're upset?
Ppl being thr for me =)

7 what are your plans tomorrow?
BLAST! Carnival ^^

8 what are you worried about?
Homework…

9 what are you looking forward to most in this week?
Talking to frens through out e week

10 what are you thinking of right now?
Shopping….

9have-you-evers:

1 liked someone with a girlfriend or boyfriend?
no

2 had your heart broken?
Broken? I’ve nvr rly bothered fixing it =P

3 played on a sports team?
Ehh…Is throwing water bombs a sport?

4 been out of the country?
LOADS

5 been backstabbed by a friend?
Hmm. Kinda. =/

6 had the cops called on you?
Kinda too

7 dated someone younger than you?
Yupp. Haix~

8 read an entire book in one day?
duhhh

9 milked a cow?
o.o LOL nope

8whos:

1 who was the last person you saw?
Mummy =)

2 who was the last person you hugged?
Erm…ppl from e Line camp durin Line nite lolz

3 who was the last person you called?
Timothy

4 who was the last person to call you?
TImothy

5 who was your first crush?
Some gurl from mi pri sch

6 who was the last person to text message you?
Analise Khoo

7 who is the last person you texted?
Analise Khoo

8 who did you last yell at?
Erm..Tee Yang =X

7whens:

1 when was your last shower?
7pm

2 when did you last see your mom?
20 sec ago

3 when was your last hug?
Durin Line nite at Line camp

4 when did you last dress up?
Huh?

5 when was the last time you cried?
Line camp

6 when did you last go to the movie theatre?
Woah. Long long time ago

7 when were you born?
17/11. Rmb it =)

6wheres:

1 where do your best friend live?
I dun have 1

2 where did you last go?
The living room

3 where did you last hang out?
In church. Practicing for this skit/dance thing

4 where do you go to school?
JJC YEAH

5 where is your favourite place to be?
The area outside Ops room. At windows or ledges.

6 where did you sleep last night?
Bed. duhh

5does:

1 like someone right now?
Some ONE

2 they like you too?
Doubt so

3 you ever wish you were someone else?
All the time

4 do you know the muffin man?
The muffin man?

5 does the future scare you?
No. The thought of how uncertain it is excites mi =)

4whys:

1 are you best friends with your best friends?
I dun have 1

2 why did you get a facebook?
How would I noe o.o

3 why did your parents give you the name you have?
Cos they first met in a town call Leuven -.- lolz

4 why are you doing this survey?
Jean told mi to -.-..

3ifs:

1 you could have one superpower, what would it be?
To be anywhr any time. No more taking bus woohoo ^^

2 you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
YES

3 you were stranded on a desert island & could bring one thing what would it be?
Some way to communicate

2would-you-evers:

1 be friends with someone again, who you promised yourself you never would because they were mean to you?
Thr isn’t any1 who has pissed mi off tat much n was my fren =/

2 shave your head to save the person you love?
yupp

LAST 1

1 name a dream you wish to fulfil:
To find some1 I love

I Feel So...Lonely

I wonder why sometimes i have this urge to talk non-stop. It think gets on ppl's nerves. I prefer myself when i'm quiet. But sometimes i jus end up at the other end of the peronality spectrum. I'm feelin rather lonely now. Note lonely. Not sad/emo. Anws. I'm feelin rather confused n unsure. As always. How can 1 be sure of life =). I guess it put's a lil excitement into life. Not knowing wad' gonna happen. Maybe i should jus do things n screw the consequences. Well i've always done tat n i didn't rly like e results =/ Which brings us back to the point which makes life exciting =). Well. Can some come talk to mi? I dun wanna keep goin around to talk to ppl in case i end up irritating them =/ so cyas ppl.

Abit Of Everything

Life has been rather hectic. I've been rly disappointed wif myelf recently. for screwing up my Line camp game and load of other stuff...I rly dun noe myself these days. I dun noe if i'm actually a high enthu frinedly person. Or a quiet person who keeps to himself. Most ppl will think it's the forst. But ppl dun rly see me when i'm in e 2nd part. I dun think i'm emoing. I'm jus being me. Yes, i'm actually a vry quiet person. But my other personality is so extreme that i dun noe wad my acutal personality is. Is my quiet part rly part of me or was i rly emoing. I doubt so cos i usually dun feel sad. I feel...myself. But the high part is oso rly natural =/ ah well. it's not like it cauing any probs. Gosh. i hope i do vry vry vry well in e banni house council. I'd btr do well....Haix =/ cya ppl