currently in melboure finished touring round tasmania i didn't do much worth noteing sigh wish i waz still in s'pore

surpirse surpirise tat wasn't my last post i'm now in e airport n found somewhere wif internet =) anywayz nothing much happened my mom's scizzors got confiscated n tat waz about it =_= anyway i hate it when people write in their blogs bout something tat happened but don sae wat it is let me clarify wat i jus said for example: 'sighz i'm still thinking bout her i wonder wat she thiks bout me'. tat kind of stuff ok wat ah who cares i'm most likely gulity of tat too =_=....

tis is most probably gonna be my last post in a while cause tmr leaving for australia =(...wish i didn't have to go anywayz yesterdae went 2 sentosa supposed to be E5 class outting but i go there extra =P waz quite fun wasted a lot of time in vivo b4 goin over cause some1 wanted to buy suntan lotion or something... then when we reached there we walked all the way from e station to siloso beach then first thing we tried to lae volley ball but gt chased away cause e court belong to some hotel then every1 decided to try to throw me in e water =( well my parents didn't allow me to go swimming if not i wouldn't have objected to getting thrown in e water still every1 tried dragging me there but gave up at some point...anyway after tat i made some excuse to go to 7-11 to buy drinks nothing much happened after that i jus camped at some rocks until every1 waz done swimming then after lunch we went cycling =) we as in me beng loon n yuo zhi =_=... don noe y no1 one wanted to go anyway i met maxine my church fren there... well tat generally concludes it boring rite? actually it wazn't but i'm to lazy to write e details =P... wonder who's '???' come my blog write 'crap...' lol

sighz so long nvr post...i feel like i'm writing in a personal joural no ever come here anyway...goin 2 australia on fridae i wish i didn't have to go...i'll be there like camping for 1 whole month with no body but my family... damn...sighz i'm currently in one of my super emo moods cause i'm so lonely...well on to less depressing stuff tmr goin to sentosa =) yu xiang asked me to go along still i a little unsure of as to go or not cause it's e E5 class outingthen i'm from E2...ah who cares...

sighz there r some people i kinda dislike those who love 2 write in their blogs tat their life sux when it doesn't or pretend be emo even thoughthey have no reasons 2 ok there r some whose life really sux can't blame them but it's those hypocrites that i hate i is it really fun to be emo? if any1 should b damn sad it should be me no 1 remebered my birthday or maybe no 1 cares or maybe it was paled in comparison to the fact tat the foshan members came back on that dae i'm not saying tat i don like the fact that the foshan members came back on tat dae but a simple sms saying 'happybirth day" would be really nice i don even expect birthday presents any more...

so long nvr post...mainly cause my mom's laptop waz down with some virus n i couldn't use e computer anywayz i haven't done much recently did a little homework played a little bit of com games i've been in a state of depression these few days...i really miss her not that she misses or even thinks bout me...i repeat once again it's not jeanell i have no idea y people say i like her...i don noe y i bother writing in tis blog no one visits anyway i fel lyk i'm talking to myself...

sighz haven't posted anyway 2 daes ago had spa i'm prettly sure i'm gonna fail...any main event: yesterdae waz ying ying's birthdae n yu xiang being loyal bf decided to do something grand for her he had told me bout it awhile back but i wazn't first he sang her a song n then gave her a rose then he took out tis sappire neckless n gave it to her lol her had alot of trouble putting it on her anywayz i feels so jealous of yu xiang tat he had the courage to do somehing like tat sighz i don even dare do anything concerning the girl i like(i do NOT like jeanell)

sighz todae i so suay first i waz accused of being late yesterday i came at lyk 7.30 lor i didn't noe lyk tat then late already after tat i waz called out at assembly cause of tat...so unfair lor other people come l8r then me oso nvr get punished then for dc instead of sitting down for 2 hours with i wouldn't have minded so much i waz forced to do manual labour which comprised of shifting alot stuff from e HOD room 2 e new location then after tat when it finally ended i realised i left tat left something in 1e3 classroom which miss cheong waz teaching in then i had to find tat indian attendent which carries the keys i waz lyk looking all over the place then i finally found him at e tables close to e canteen then he didn't want to go open e door 4 me i really hate tat guy nt tat i'm discriminating against indian it's just him i don lyk...finally i managed to get e key from him n got my stuff i waz so fatigued by then...well tat sumarises my dae =_=

foundation program day 1:
went to sch late
parent saw miss toh
miss toh's hair looked weird
got scolded in chem
sianz i hate sch my dae really sucked todae first i waz late for sch nxt i gt scolded in chem then don noe y when waiting fo my bus it took soooooo long i counted 11 buses before mine came =_=... anyway earlier todae at e bus stop while waiting fer my bus i saw tis guy's wallet fall out his bag i'm almost every1 noticed but no one bothered to get it for him then tis uncle picked it up n jus held it i'm sure he knew it waz tat guy's wallet but he jus held it jus then tat guy got on the bus which waz when he realised tat his wallet waz missing n began searching for it in his bag at first i could'nt be bothered but then i tot wat if tat waz me then i went to tat uncle requested e wallet n ran to the bus n gave it to tat guy...i kinda feel good bout my self =P i wonder y no actually bother to go help some1 most people when they c tat some1 drops a wallet they most likely don bother wat i actually tot at tat point of time waz' y do i need to help him let some1 else do it' although some more greedy people take e wallet when no one is looking...

todae's been another boring day sighz i've currently gt very few wishes most people would wish for physical objects lyk laptops or bags or wateva... however wat i wish for most is frens...i personally think tat i lack frens cause i'm irritating so people say but i really need someone i can talk to n share my secrets with out him/her telling the whole world about them...someone i can count on in times of difficulty...i feel like i can really relate to the song ' welcome to my life' cause i feel as if tat song's lyrics is descibing my life...

i have no idea y i keep updating no one comes 2 my blog anyway todae i gt back my lvl n class postions:
9th in class
53rd in lvl
still i'm not too pleased with myself cause i could have don better if i actually studied n didn't play dota the whole week b4 my exams...

wah sianz todae at sch so boring...somemore Mrs Fong make us wait till 2.30 for remedial as she couldn't start earlier due to the fact tat she had to help e sec 4 students.. so had 2 wait for lyk 2 hours...then while waiting fiona n jia leng keep disturbing bout jeanell...i don noe y every1 sae i lyk her cause i don us be some sucker who nthing better to do but spread these lame rumors =_= anyway then after tat i waz goin home wif wen yew when he decided to go c bye 2 silvia i waz bout 2 leave wif wei chen first then wen yew called me to say n said he'll go back wif me then when e bus came i boarded it...i feel kind of evil for jus psing wen yew but i waz lazy to walk all e way to e interchange...my blg sux i feel lyk changing but i'm too lazy...sianz i feel so lonely n sad...

sianz todae so bored yesterdae my father said we could go to east coast todae thank goodness it waz raining tis morning so e trip waz cancelled anyway my sis my a ig dal about it n waz whining e whole morning in e end my dad made me bring her 2 e park near our house 2 cycle sianz...i need some1 2 talk 2...i'm so bored...im such a loner...there r always events where i can find in 3-4 blogs...lyk person a,b n c went somewhere n i can find it in all 3 blogs...i usually wish tat i could go with them...whenever i see those kind of things i usually try to remember wat i did tat dae n usually it's nothing

things i did todae:
nothing
nothing
nothing
&nothing
sighz so bored & lonely...

todae at sch so sian din noe y i need 2 still go sighz anywayz physics peroid is quite fun cos miss cheong didn't come n every1 in e2 waz having a vry fun time playing all kinds of games i played blackjack n lost 2ocents =_= then bout 1+ gopal came n spoiled the whole thing sighz anyway she ordered us to clear every thing from the class room but there wasn't anything but e cupboards poor e4 every1 waz carrying lyk so much stuff =P...man i really hate my sch i can't even help a fren to carry books without being disturbed =( earlier todae after i left class i saw jeanell struggleing with a pile of books bout 1/3 her height i helped her carry it 2 someclass room n on e way there were lyk at least 4 people disturbing us lyk wat their prob she onli a fren lor =_=...sianz no 1 to talk 2 i feel so lonely=(...

finally gt back my other reasults:
chem 55+
emaths 75
amaths 76
geo 33.5
so happy with my maths but i need to improve my sciences...yesterdae i went 2 derrick's house n played halo 3. on the way there my n derrick gt soaked cause i waz raining so heavily...anyway halo 3 waz so fun vry nice graphics etc etc...sighz i really don noe wat to do these daes really feel vry lonely no 1 2 talk to sighz...

sianz nothing to do tis weekend yesterday my parents decided to clear out our house's store room by the time they were done our house waz so messy n still is...anyway still can't cange my blogskin properly...i still haven't got a plan for my holidaes sianz every holiday i pass it playing computer non stop n once in a while goig out with frens tis holidae i wanna do something more productive...-.-i plan 2 go sell ice-cream tis holidae with louis so maybe i can ean some $ but i heard the pay is pathetic so don noe whether to still do...i feel so lonely,unwantedand rejected =_=...feel lyk i should change my attitude at sch n stop being so sloppy..y am i wallowing in depresion feel so pathetic then again i am pathetic-.-...sighz todae's post so boring..

sianz todae checked our test scipts
eng:60+/100
phy:60/100
ss:33/50
anywayz i'm kinda happy with my results firstly cause so many people i e5 failed which lead me to wonder how they gt into e5 i tot e5 waz lyk THE class where all our teacher would be comparing our results to oso i lyked my ss grade cause i expected to fail cause i didn't even study fer it lol my engish grade wsn't tat satisfactory cause i could have dn better cause i didn't finish my compo n failed it... anyway todae i after sch i went to e4 then i saw jeanell lyk jus siting there with fiona cheng anyway i wen to disturb her bout the marks cause she waz de only 1 in my class tat failed anyway i didn't notice she waz looking so forlorn n when i did tease her bout her marks she broke out in tears i felt so guitly bout wat i did i should hav been slightly more sensitive bout tat anyway i & some other people tried to cheer her up but it didn't work after tat when we were talking to miss cheong she cheered up abit anyway turns out tat she waz sad cause her mom wouldn't let her participate in her dance thing if she failed 1 subject =( any way after tat me ,marcus , fiona & jeanell went 2 west mall n ate at cou fu we saw miss toh there...i wonder y girls tend to show their emotion more outwardly then guys but then again guys also show their emotion quite easily for example when guy are angry they tend to vent their anger at the surrounding whether it is hitting ur table or lashing out at fren with all tat said i wonder y people say tat girls are more emotional then guys expecially with all tat i've said..

tis is lyk my 4th blog y? cause i 4got e password fer e previous 3 =_= but who cares hopefully i won't 4get is one =)...anywayz todae exams ended somehow i don feel super excited or elated -.- sighz maybe its cause my personal lyf is lyk total crap which is mainly due 2 the fact tat i gt rejected again -.-...i should have expected it no self respecting girl wold ever date me =_=...lol anyway todae went 2 plae DotA with a couple of frens gt owned big time don noe y suddenly saw debbie there when i asked y she waz there she kinda scolded me fer something bt i couldn't hear wat...waz gonna play pool wif a couple of fren but i remembered tat i had to go pick up my si sighz i wonder y peolpe tend to do all kinds of stupid stuff when they have crushes well some people may stupid in the first place lol...i wish i wazn't so unpopular in sch wonder wat people don't lyk about me i bet some people out there can come up with a whole list of reasons...