sighz there r some people i kinda dislike those who love 2 write in their blogs tat their life sux when it doesn't or pretend be emo even thoughthey have no reasons 2 ok there r some whose life really sux can't blame them but it's those hypocrites that i hate i is it really fun to be emo? if any1 should b damn sad it should be me no 1 remebered my birthday or maybe no 1 cares or maybe it was paled in comparison to the fact tat the foshan members came back on that dae i'm not saying tat i don like the fact that the foshan members came back on tat dae but a simple sms saying 'happybirth day" would be really nice i don even expect birthday presents any more...

so long nvr post...mainly cause my mom's laptop waz down with some virus n i couldn't use e computer anywayz i haven't done much recently did a little homework played a little bit of com games i've been in a state of depression these few days...i really miss her not that she misses or even thinks bout me...i repeat once again it's not jeanell i have no idea y people say i like her...i don noe y i bother writing in tis blog no one visits anyway i fel lyk i'm talking to myself...

sighz haven't posted anyway 2 daes ago had spa i'm prettly sure i'm gonna fail...any main event: yesterdae waz ying ying's birthdae n yu xiang being loyal bf decided to do something grand for her he had told me bout it awhile back but i wazn't first he sang her a song n then gave her a rose then he took out tis sappire neckless n gave it to her lol her had alot of trouble putting it on her anywayz i feels so jealous of yu xiang tat he had the courage to do somehing like tat sighz i don even dare do anything concerning the girl i like(i do NOT like jeanell)