Gt A Bad Feeling...
Past Few Days..
In malaysia....Played dota alot...watched alot of shows..
Thoughts
...Just got a bad feeling..Feeling emo again...Same reason as always...I just don't noe if it really will work...I keep feeling tat i'll always just be a friend n i''m wasting my time n effort...haix...pls tell mi thr something more..,
Friday, November 28, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
All I Want For Christmas, Is You. -.- Tat Is So Corny.
Went 4 camp...to exhausted to blog about it all. For one thing i didn't sleep at nite n had to walk from bukit pankang to bukit timah hill n back the nxt day. -.-
To Her
Dedicating a large part of my final post to you. Feel honored. =P. Anw sry 4 being irritating n blur sometimes. I tend to forget things n think too much of certain things. N i sometimes don't noe how to express my feelings properly too =/. Well i'm just afraid. Afraid of not being able to be with you nxt time....Well i'm sure u noe this. Anw i don't really mind u not being able to msg mi back. Just find some way to reply, e-mail, tag mi etc. Cya. I'll miss talking to you. <3
Went 4 camp...to exhausted to blog about it all. For one thing i didn't sleep at nite n had to walk from bukit pankang to bukit timah hill n back the nxt day. -.-
To Her
Dedicating a large part of my final post to you. Feel honored. =P. Anw sry 4 being irritating n blur sometimes. I tend to forget things n think too much of certain things. N i sometimes don't noe how to express my feelings properly too =/. Well i'm just afraid. Afraid of not being able to be with you nxt time....Well i'm sure u noe this. Anw i don't really mind u not being able to msg mi back. Just find some way to reply, e-mail, tag mi etc. Cya. I'll miss talking to you. <3
Friday, November 21, 2008
Emo Mood Over...Some What
Thoughts
Haix...I don care anw more..whether or not u lyk mi...It's too stressful n painful think about it...I'm sorry i'm irritating at times...I just don't really know how to express my feeling properly i guess...Nvm...U won't lyk mi anw...I won't be here to bug u for the nxt few weeks...Maybe u can come up wif more excuses not to go out wif me in the mean time...Cya...I'll miss you even though u won't.
Thoughts
Haix...I don care anw more..whether or not u lyk mi...It's too stressful n painful think about it...I'm sorry i'm irritating at times...I just don't really know how to express my feeling properly i guess...Nvm...U won't lyk mi anw...I won't be here to bug u for the nxt few weeks...Maybe u can come up wif more excuses not to go out wif me in the mean time...Cya...I'll miss you even though u won't.
Watashi Hijoo Ni Kanashii
Thoughts
...This will b the last time i'll be blogging in awhile cos i'm goin to malaysia.. .Today sucked...Was plannig to go out wif someone...Didn't in the end...Thr something that i regreted about grad nite...Cos i was too busy wif something...Or so i think...It was one of thing things that i really hoped for...I was really really disappointed when you had to just leave...Thr's nothing tat can be done bout it now...The night's over...Even so, do you really want to be in that picture wif me? Or do just feel guilty?...
To Her
Well, happy now? You've got some1 waiting 4 u. Was waiting the whole night 4 a reply...It sucks being in this position...You haven't made it clear...You've neither said yes or no...Don't tell mi wat you always say. About being held back...I was okay wif that reason...So i waited...Then things happened tat made my doubt...Everytime i'm supposed to go out wif you something happens n it gets cancelled...Is it really coincidence? Or tat u just couldn't be bothered?...Just tell mi now...In the future, is thr any chance? Don't tag. I won't be able to see it cos i'm in camp the nxt two days. Just call.
Thoughts
...This will b the last time i'll be blogging in awhile cos i'm goin to malaysia.. .Today sucked...Was plannig to go out wif someone...Didn't in the end...Thr something that i regreted about grad nite...Cos i was too busy wif something...Or so i think...It was one of thing things that i really hoped for...I was really really disappointed when you had to just leave...Thr's nothing tat can be done bout it now...The night's over...Even so, do you really want to be in that picture wif me? Or do just feel guilty?...
To Her
Well, happy now? You've got some1 waiting 4 u. Was waiting the whole night 4 a reply...It sucks being in this position...You haven't made it clear...You've neither said yes or no...Don't tell mi wat you always say. About being held back...I was okay wif that reason...So i waited...Then things happened tat made my doubt...Everytime i'm supposed to go out wif you something happens n it gets cancelled...Is it really coincidence? Or tat u just couldn't be bothered?...Just tell mi now...In the future, is thr any chance? Don't tag. I won't be able to see it cos i'm in camp the nxt two days. Just call.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I Don't Know What To Do About You...
PROM!!!
I can't really b bothered to describe it all. I will mention some highlights. Brandon n lynette were the nominees for e prom king n queen. neither won tho -.- . Judges biased. Also i was forced on stage to do some stupid game -.- And then we had this dance thing where me n hao jis umped on stage to join valent in dancing to YMCA woohoo. -.-
PICS!!
Tim n Pei Yun siaa <3>
Tim n Pei Yun siaa <3>
we were looking at another camera -.-
I look so short -.-
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Well I'm Waiting For You.
Todae
Went wif sam to buy hair dye. Bought 1 then went by her house to dye. End up nvr do properly n can't c then colour -.- Then when back bought more. Will do again tmr.
To "Her"
I read tat you want someone to wait for you. Do you know tat i'm waiting? Eu told mi tat you weren't ready 4 another relationship yat. I'm waiting for it to change. Haix...But i can't help but feel tat you won't feel the same way about mi even if eu weren't burdened by past relationships. I can't help but feel tat thr someone else which eu have feelings for. I don't wish to wait for something tat will nvr happen. Pls tell mi i'm wrong bout tis...Pls tell mi soon.
Todae
Went wif sam to buy hair dye. Bought 1 then went by her house to dye. End up nvr do properly n can't c then colour -.- Then when back bought more. Will do again tmr.
To "Her"
I read tat you want someone to wait for you. Do you know tat i'm waiting? Eu told mi tat you weren't ready 4 another relationship yat. I'm waiting for it to change. Haix...But i can't help but feel tat you won't feel the same way about mi even if eu weren't burdened by past relationships. I can't help but feel tat thr someone else which eu have feelings for. I don't wish to wait for something tat will nvr happen. Pls tell mi i'm wrong bout tis...Pls tell mi soon.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Damn my parents...My last hour of my b'dae has been screwed by them... all cos the stupid chrysanthemum tea. I was cooking dinner for them cos i belive tat i shld be thanking my parents on this day. When i was buying ingrediants i bought the pokka chrysathemum tea drink specially for my mom cos her sugar lvl vry high the dun wan buy something too sweet. dinner took a bit longer than expected so dinner was a bit later then usual. then when i go take out the tea to pour for my mom she didn't really want cos she wanted to drink the wone tat my dad poured out to drink. She didn't notice tat i had bought the tea specially for her cos she a bit blur but my dad did n wanted her her drink the share i poured out for her. then they started bickering n the arguement soon escalated. anw awhile my mom just pushed her plate anw n walked to the study room. then i tried to talk to her but she refused to apologise to my dad. then my dad came in pulled me n said tat it was useless talking to her n told me to finish my food. I felt so damn pissed at my parents. Then after i finished i just walked off to room. Then my dad came in to talk me n said tat it didn't have anything to do wif me. Then i shouted at him. Cos i said tat i wanted him to apologise the he did but was damn insincere. Then i shouted at the both of them till got tears running down my face n then i walked off to my room. Utterly angry. Thankfully for some reason silvia happen to ask mi how was my day n lent me a listening ear when i told her wat just happened. It helped mi alot. To have someone who's thr 4 mi. I dun wanna post bout my thots on this matter now cos i'm tired. Cya all.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Will Any1 Remeber?
Todae
Went 2 church early cos i had to set up some fun fair thing. Zzz. After tat ent home Dotaed abit. Then went by my uncle's house to borrow the shirt n blazer. They fit =D. N they look really nice. Well it's a liiittle bit too large but can't really tell the difference. =P.
Thoughts
Haix...I've been looking forward to it. Now tat it's so close i dun feel excited...Will any1 even remember it? Will the even care? I look at other ppl's 1 n then think about how mine could pass i feel really vry depressed. No one remembered last year's 1. Tis year thr won't be a diff. 55 more min. I wonder if she'll msg. I doubt so. Her fone's outta cash. I doubt she remembers anw. If onli i could c her tmr. It would completely make my dae. But she's too busy... Can't blame her for being popular...Haix my cousin now dun wan go out if mi tmr...Hate her -.- Ps mi so she can go stone at her fren's house. Does no one want to go out wif mi?? I wish someone will ask mi out or something. I feel so unwanted. Cya all.
Todae
Went 2 church early cos i had to set up some fun fair thing. Zzz. After tat ent home Dotaed abit. Then went by my uncle's house to borrow the shirt n blazer. They fit =D. N they look really nice. Well it's a liiittle bit too large but can't really tell the difference. =P.
Thoughts
Haix...I've been looking forward to it. Now tat it's so close i dun feel excited...Will any1 even remember it? Will the even care? I look at other ppl's 1 n then think about how mine could pass i feel really vry depressed. No one remembered last year's 1. Tis year thr won't be a diff. 55 more min. I wonder if she'll msg. I doubt so. Her fone's outta cash. I doubt she remembers anw. If onli i could c her tmr. It would completely make my dae. But she's too busy... Can't blame her for being popular...Haix my cousin now dun wan go out if mi tmr...Hate her -.- Ps mi so she can go stone at her fren's house. Does no one want to go out wif mi?? I wish someone will ask mi out or something. I feel so unwanted. Cya all.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
I HATE SHOPPING!!!
Past Few Daes
Fridae
Didn't do much. Was planning to go sentosa but plans changed. Ah well another dae bah. At least tat dae gt somethings clear up. Kinda..
Todae
Went to vivo. =/. Met wif peeps at je interchange. Ppl were late as usual. Nt me. As predicted, a gurl was last to arrive -.- I don noe how some gurls can b so punctual while some tend to be so late -.- Anw i found out tat one of my frens has extremely poor taste. Lyk his stead has completely no looks. Personality didn't seem to good to me. Ah well i guess i don noe her so i shouldn't judge. But still...My fren told mi tat she has a "forest" waiting 4 her. Lyk, yar rite. C'mon who gonna believe tat nvm. Anw went to vivo went to a few shops to try out suits and shirts n stuff. Wth it's damn tiring. I have no idea how gurls shop so much in high heels n still enjoy themselves -.- Another mystery tat i will nvr solve.
Thoughts
Hmm haven't thought much. Abit about her n wat to do about her. Abit about prom. Abit more about her. N abit about her n prom -.- Btw i changed something n i'll kill any1 who doesn't notice -.- lolz it cost 90 bucks. well not my hair colour. whoeva doesn't notice tat mus b blind. Red dye n blond highlight it is.
Past Few Daes
Fridae
Didn't do much. Was planning to go sentosa but plans changed. Ah well another dae bah. At least tat dae gt somethings clear up. Kinda..
Todae
Went to vivo. =/. Met wif peeps at je interchange. Ppl were late as usual. Nt me. As predicted, a gurl was last to arrive -.- I don noe how some gurls can b so punctual while some tend to be so late -.- Anw i found out tat one of my frens has extremely poor taste. Lyk his stead has completely no looks. Personality didn't seem to good to me. Ah well i guess i don noe her so i shouldn't judge. But still...My fren told mi tat she has a "forest" waiting 4 her. Lyk, yar rite. C'mon who gonna believe tat nvm. Anw went to vivo went to a few shops to try out suits and shirts n stuff. Wth it's damn tiring. I have no idea how gurls shop so much in high heels n still enjoy themselves -.- Another mystery tat i will nvr solve.
Thoughts
Hmm haven't thought much. Abit about her n wat to do about her. Abit about prom. Abit more about her. N abit about her n prom -.- Btw i changed something n i'll kill any1 who doesn't notice -.- lolz it cost 90 bucks. well not my hair colour. whoeva doesn't notice tat mus b blind. Red dye n blond highlight it is.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
O.o...Haix...I Think I'm Assuming Too Much
Todae
Had Phy O-lvl. Was kinda easy. Me n Min Sunn went to mac to buy breakfast. Was supposed to eat in sch ended up eating during chem remedial. lolz. anw i 4gt the straw 4 my milo -.- vry irritating.
Thoughts
I'm not sure bout something. Something i read...I doubt tat it is the way i hope it is...I'm most probably assuming too much...Then again i could be the way i hope it seems =)...but wat are the chances...-.- haix...i wish i knew wat she was thinking or how she felt...Lolz. Understanding women:the greatest mystrey of madkind -.- Haix..gimme another clue or hint plss T.T
Todae
Had Phy O-lvl. Was kinda easy. Me n Min Sunn went to mac to buy breakfast. Was supposed to eat in sch ended up eating during chem remedial. lolz. anw i 4gt the straw 4 my milo -.- vry irritating.
Thoughts
I'm not sure bout something. Something i read...I doubt tat it is the way i hope it is...I'm most probably assuming too much...Then again i could be the way i hope it seems =)...but wat are the chances...-.- haix...i wish i knew wat she was thinking or how she felt...Lolz. Understanding women:the greatest mystrey of madkind -.- Haix..gimme another clue or hint plss T.T
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Y Don't U Want To Go Wif Me?
Todae
As usual i didn't do much. Plaed Dota. Studied abit.
Thoughts
Haixx...I guess i shouldn't have even asked in the first place...I'm most probably gonna watch movies all on my own the whole hols...I doubt anw 1 will want to watch will...Not tat i care...I to watch wif 1 person T.T...Damn i sound pathetic...Nvm i'll jus go back n emo in my lil corner...I guess i'm gonna go back to my past pharse...No sane gurl will eva lyk mi -.- dots...I hate the world...I hate tis school...Damn everything. Nvm i'm giving up. Thrs no point. I feel lyk i'm jus causing her trouble. Or irritating her. Tat's all i can do -.- I'll go hide in my corner now. Cya all.
Todae
As usual i didn't do much. Plaed Dota. Studied abit.
Thoughts
Haixx...I guess i shouldn't have even asked in the first place...I'm most probably gonna watch movies all on my own the whole hols...I doubt anw 1 will want to watch will...Not tat i care...I to watch wif 1 person T.T...Damn i sound pathetic...Nvm i'll jus go back n emo in my lil corner...I guess i'm gonna go back to my past pharse...No sane gurl will eva lyk mi -.- dots...I hate the world...I hate tis school...Damn everything. Nvm i'm giving up. Thrs no point. I feel lyk i'm jus causing her trouble. Or irritating her. Tat's all i can do -.- I'll go hide in my corner now. Cya all.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Throw It Away, Forget Yesterday
Todae
I woke up super late at lyk 12.30 anw didn't do much. some chores. dotaed alot zzz.
Thoughts
I haven't thought bout tat much stuff a per wat silvia said. Don't think so much. Lolz. Talking to silvia sometimes a bit frustrating cos i not alays noe wat she talking bout =/. K now i noe y she say tat she wasn't so sure -.- Lolz. although talking to silvia vry entertaining. She seems to always state the obvious. Eg.I say: It's gonna rain. She says: cos got clouds. lyk duhh. okay she didn;'t sae exactly tat but i think she'll say it.Anw i do miss her. I miss talking to her but I'm afraid tat i call at an inappropriate time =/ i guess i can c her on mondae. Being around her is nice...sometime...lyk when i'm not getting suaned by ppl 4 talking to her...wthh...When i'm finally looking forward to sch it ends zzz. anw i plan to dye my hair but i don noe wat colour. pls leave a tag on wat colour u ppl think will be nice.
Todae
I woke up super late at lyk 12.30 anw didn't do much. some chores. dotaed alot zzz.
Thoughts
I haven't thought bout tat much stuff a per wat silvia said. Don't think so much. Lolz. Talking to silvia sometimes a bit frustrating cos i not alays noe wat she talking bout =/. K now i noe y she say tat she wasn't so sure -.- Lolz. although talking to silvia vry entertaining. She seems to always state the obvious. Eg.I say: It's gonna rain. She says: cos got clouds. lyk duhh. okay she didn;'t sae exactly tat but i think she'll say it.Anw i do miss her. I miss talking to her but I'm afraid tat i call at an inappropriate time =/ i guess i can c her on mondae. Being around her is nice...sometime...lyk when i'm not getting suaned by ppl 4 talking to her...wthh...When i'm finally looking forward to sch it ends zzz. anw i plan to dye my hair but i don noe wat colour. pls leave a tag on wat colour u ppl think will be nice.
Friday, November 7, 2008
I've Been Thinking Too Much
Todaae
Woke up at bout 9 to go msn...Hoping to c someone lolz...After tat went to plae lan wif tim eric n qi shen...L8r i went to tim's house to wait till time to meet my grandmother. Plaed Mh thr. Goin to bpp tat tym i take wrong bus -.- zzz nvm anw went to bpp n ate wif my grandma n sis. Saw hui min thr. After tat came home n dotaed. Zzz i'm losing my lyf to dota...
Thoughts
I guess i've been thinking too much. About relationships. Who cares if now i don't have a stead? If i'm looking 4 a stead i should jus be looking 4 someone who i can have a good time wif care for n generally learn from the relationship. I'm jus 16. So i guess i shouldn't be wasting my lyf away thinking/emoing bout tis. If can get into a r/s then good lah. But i think i can live with out having 1. Tat have been said doesn't mean tat i'm not intrested in gurls anymore. I just dun wanna emo when i get rejected/
wateva else. Although she still fills up alot of the time when i daydream -.- nvm i can live wif tat. Btw sry 4 making eu emo silvia =/
Todaae
Woke up at bout 9 to go msn...Hoping to c someone lolz...After tat went to plae lan wif tim eric n qi shen...L8r i went to tim's house to wait till time to meet my grandmother. Plaed Mh thr. Goin to bpp tat tym i take wrong bus -.- zzz nvm anw went to bpp n ate wif my grandma n sis. Saw hui min thr. After tat came home n dotaed. Zzz i'm losing my lyf to dota...
Thoughts
I guess i've been thinking too much. About relationships. Who cares if now i don't have a stead? If i'm looking 4 a stead i should jus be looking 4 someone who i can have a good time wif care for n generally learn from the relationship. I'm jus 16. So i guess i shouldn't be wasting my lyf away thinking/emoing bout tis. If can get into a r/s then good lah. But i think i can live with out having 1. Tat have been said doesn't mean tat i'm not intrested in gurls anymore. I just dun wanna emo when i get rejected/
wateva else. Although she still fills up alot of the time when i daydream -.- nvm i can live wif tat. Btw sry 4 making eu emo silvia =/
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Are You Ignoring Mi? o.O
Todae
Woke up n stared playing com. -.- Damn dota it is eating up my life. I nid to get distracted from it. Waiit...I keep playing dota cos it distracts me from thinking bout her -.- damn...wat now...Anw i pretty much played dota the whole of todae
Thoughts
Haixx when ever something happens i always assume the worst...I'm such a pessimist...Still...I feel bad 4 putting her in such a situation...Damn mi...Now tat i reread something i feel damn sad, I assumed something bout wat she felt, i was wrong...I feel so pathetic...i feel lyk a complete loser...although i am a loser...Probably goin to be in a bad mood tmr so the post may be extremely negative...I hate myself...No one will ever love mi...My ex moved her blog...I feel tis minor sense of loss or sadness...The last thing tat i have left of her is gone...Am i tat detestable?...I guess if i didn't exist thr really won't be a difference...I dun have any close friends anymore...Thr isn't any1 i can talk to about tis...Thr isn't any1 who cares...Thr will nvr be any1 who loves me...I wish i didn't exist.
Todae
Woke up n stared playing com. -.- Damn dota it is eating up my life. I nid to get distracted from it. Waiit...I keep playing dota cos it distracts me from thinking bout her -.- damn...wat now...Anw i pretty much played dota the whole of todae
Thoughts
Haixx when ever something happens i always assume the worst...I'm such a pessimist...Still...I feel bad 4 putting her in such a situation...Damn mi...Now tat i reread something i feel damn sad, I assumed something bout wat she felt, i was wrong...I feel so pathetic...i feel lyk a complete loser...although i am a loser...Probably goin to be in a bad mood tmr so the post may be extremely negative...I hate myself...No one will ever love mi...My ex moved her blog...I feel tis minor sense of loss or sadness...The last thing tat i have left of her is gone...Am i tat detestable?...I guess if i didn't exist thr really won't be a difference...I dun have any close friends anymore...Thr isn't any1 i can talk to about tis...Thr isn't any1 who cares...Thr will nvr be any1 who loves me...I wish i didn't exist.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
I'm Sorry 4 Putting You In Such A Position...
Todae (part 2)
Went to Bpp 4 luch wif tim. Headed home then went to plae tennis wif him n some others tennis at debbies house end up onli me n tim playing -.- the rest swimming. Anw went home after tat n played Bnet zzz tim bought mi a battle chest as a present...now i'm gonna have no life -.-
Thoughts
=/ i feel slightly btr..cos 1stly i had fun when playing tennis n all..but still feel a bit sad. Haix i was trying not to think bout her..trying to get my self distracted wif other stuff...then when i was in the taxi wif tim i saw a couple hugging...it just reminded me so much of when i was wif my ex...The happiness i felt..tat feeling when i'm holding a gurl...then next comes the suck part...the thought tat i won't be having any of those anytime soon -.- damned spolier..haix she has her reasons...good reasons too...i guess i can't blame her...i doubt it'll make a good bf...if Ur reading tis it's not tat eu implied tat, jus one of my emo thots. Oh yar oso don feel guilty bout makin me lyk tis. Not ur fault kay..Okay now back to emoing -.- ... =/ i've run out of emo thots zzz ah well nvm good night to all
Todae (part 2)
Went to Bpp 4 luch wif tim. Headed home then went to plae tennis wif him n some others tennis at debbies house end up onli me n tim playing -.- the rest swimming. Anw went home after tat n played Bnet zzz tim bought mi a battle chest as a present...now i'm gonna have no life -.-
Thoughts
=/ i feel slightly btr..cos 1stly i had fun when playing tennis n all..but still feel a bit sad. Haix i was trying not to think bout her..trying to get my self distracted wif other stuff...then when i was in the taxi wif tim i saw a couple hugging...it just reminded me so much of when i was wif my ex...The happiness i felt..tat feeling when i'm holding a gurl...then next comes the suck part...the thought tat i won't be having any of those anytime soon -.- damned spolier..haix she has her reasons...good reasons too...i guess i can't blame her...i doubt it'll make a good bf...if Ur reading tis it's not tat eu implied tat, jus one of my emo thots. Oh yar oso don feel guilty bout makin me lyk tis. Not ur fault kay..Okay now back to emoing -.- ... =/ i've run out of emo thots zzz ah well nvm good night to all
Once Again I've Done Something Stupid
Todae
Woke up...Emoed
Thoughts
...I can't halp but feel i did something wrong...Zzz i suck at handling this kinds of situations...I feel lyk goin to a corner n emoing. No one will ever lyk mi...Maybe i shouldn't have done anything...My original plan also has been totaly screwed up...Doesn't matter...I'm used to it...I've nvr made difference in anyone's lyf. If i didn't exist thr won't be a difference. So jus scram get anyway from mi. Leave me to live out my pathetic life on my own.
Todae
Woke up...Emoed
Thoughts
...I can't halp but feel i did something wrong...Zzz i suck at handling this kinds of situations...I feel lyk goin to a corner n emoing. No one will ever lyk mi...Maybe i shouldn't have done anything...My original plan also has been totaly screwed up...Doesn't matter...I'm used to it...I've nvr made difference in anyone's lyf. If i didn't exist thr won't be a difference. So jus scram get anyway from mi. Leave me to live out my pathetic life on my own.
Monday, November 3, 2008
I'm Afraid...Afraid Tat U'll Nvr Want Mi
Todae
Had ss todae. tis is pretty much the last paper i nid to study 4 woohoo. Anw after sch went to mac wif a few ppl. had fun.
Thoughts
Haix...I've got a feeling i don make a good impression on her... Everytime i'm close to her n plan to strike a up a conversation i just get too nervous to do it...I mean i can talk easily to other gurls..N when i talk to her i onli can manage to say a few word. Eg. How was the paper? Thats all i can say...I don even smile...i mean how would tat look?...Wait did i smile? Arg... Anw got distracted twice during e exam which kinda resulted in mi not being able to complete a qn =x. ah well i didn't noe how to do it anw -.- . First time was cos it started raining. Then i thought tat it'll be nice to sit in the middle of the rain n emo -.- lolz lately i've been influenced by e pic on e right. Second time cos i saw her n started daydreaming -.- wthh...she's lyk diagonally in my line of sight zzz. Haix i kinda miss e exam now...At least i could catch a glimpse of her...Now i can't...I feel depressed jus thinking bout it...It sounds corny but the sight of her seriously brightens up my dull day -.-...Anw I'm sure she noes. Maybe she avoiding the subject cos she doesn't lyk mi...i'm so pessimistic. Maybe she doesn't noe i guess....Who cares...She won't lyk mi either way...
Todae
Had ss todae. tis is pretty much the last paper i nid to study 4 woohoo. Anw after sch went to mac wif a few ppl. had fun.
Thoughts
Haix...I've got a feeling i don make a good impression on her... Everytime i'm close to her n plan to strike a up a conversation i just get too nervous to do it...I mean i can talk easily to other gurls..N when i talk to her i onli can manage to say a few word. Eg. How was the paper? Thats all i can say...I don even smile...i mean how would tat look?...Wait did i smile? Arg... Anw got distracted twice during e exam which kinda resulted in mi not being able to complete a qn =x. ah well i didn't noe how to do it anw -.- . First time was cos it started raining. Then i thought tat it'll be nice to sit in the middle of the rain n emo -.- lolz lately i've been influenced by e pic on e right. Second time cos i saw her n started daydreaming -.- wthh...she's lyk diagonally in my line of sight zzz. Haix i kinda miss e exam now...At least i could catch a glimpse of her...Now i can't...I feel depressed jus thinking bout it...It sounds corny but the sight of her seriously brightens up my dull day -.-...Anw I'm sure she noes. Maybe she avoiding the subject cos she doesn't lyk mi...i'm so pessimistic. Maybe she doesn't noe i guess....Who cares...She won't lyk mi either way...
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Will You Be The One Who Brings Mi The Umbrella While I'm Sitting In The Rain?
Todae
Studied in morning. Slacked in e afternoon. Went 4 dinner wif family
Thoughts
Haix..I'm really not sure wat will happen. Zzz i'm sure it'll end lyk it always does. Rejection. Ah well nvr hurt to try =). Waaiit...it will hurt -.- nvm. Well now i've got another reason to look forward to the end of O-lvls now...haix she is so distracting...can't stop thinking bout her...damn tis lovesick feeling...i keep getting thoughts of sitting in the pouring rain n emoing T.T y did i have to put ti blogskin lolz..maybe she'll be thr to bring mi an umbrella...lyk i once did...it seems so...cliche...
Todae
Studied in morning. Slacked in e afternoon. Went 4 dinner wif family
Thoughts
Haix..I'm really not sure wat will happen. Zzz i'm sure it'll end lyk it always does. Rejection. Ah well nvr hurt to try =). Waaiit...it will hurt -.- nvm. Well now i've got another reason to look forward to the end of O-lvls now...haix she is so distracting...can't stop thinking bout her...damn tis lovesick feeling...i keep getting thoughts of sitting in the pouring rain n emoing T.T y did i have to put ti blogskin lolz..maybe she'll be thr to bring mi an umbrella...lyk i once did...it seems so...cliche...
I Really Really Miss You...
Todae
Went 4 ss remedial. Went 4 youth =D
Thoughts
Damn wat is wrong wif mi...I can't believe i miss her oso much -.- zzz. I miss the voice, her presence, her irritating demeanour -.- i don noe y i miss tat. Ah well maybe it's b'cos after being so irritating to the ppl around mi, it's nice to have some one irritate mi -.- wad de... okay thr's something wrong wif mi...Wadeva...I still miss her...Y did she have to be so cute...N pretty...
Todae
Went 4 ss remedial. Went 4 youth =D
Thoughts
Damn wat is wrong wif mi...I can't believe i miss her oso much -.- zzz. I miss the voice, her presence, her irritating demeanour -.- i don noe y i miss tat. Ah well maybe it's b'cos after being so irritating to the ppl around mi, it's nice to have some one irritate mi -.- wad de... okay thr's something wrong wif mi...Wadeva...I still miss her...Y did she have to be so cute...N pretty...
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