Are You Ignoring Mi? o.O

Todae

Woke up n stared playing com. -.- Damn dota it is eating up my life. I nid to get distracted from it. Waiit...I keep playing dota cos it distracts me from thinking bout her -.- damn...wat now...Anw i pretty much played dota the whole of todae

Thoughts

Haixx when ever something happens i always assume the worst...I'm such a pessimist...Still...I feel bad 4 putting her in such a situation...Damn mi...Now tat i reread something i feel damn sad, I assumed something bout wat she felt, i was wrong...I feel so pathetic...i feel lyk a complete loser...although i am a loser...Probably goin to be in a bad mood tmr so the post may be extremely negative...I hate myself...No one will ever love mi...My ex moved her blog...I feel tis minor sense of loss or sadness...The last thing tat i have left of her is gone...Am i tat detestable?...I guess if i didn't exist thr really won't be a difference...I dun have any close friends anymore...Thr isn't any1 i can talk to about tis...Thr isn't any1 who cares...Thr will nvr be any1 who loves me...I wish i didn't exist.