Eu Have To Feel The Pain!! Quote by Miss Angela Toh -.- saddist

Haven't posted in awhile. won't post much to after Os. short summary bout e past few days. Many things happened. A separation which i have long wished to happen for the good of one party. A attempt to find the truth, or sabotage someone as i prefer to think. It's not her fault. Not mainly anyway. It's his. Get it straight. Don't be blinded by lies n appearances. Some people r complete jerks. Also, I've contemplated attempting for a relationship =/ I don't really see the hope in it this time. i guess it'll be a silent obsession. Also the reason I'm using bombastic english n perfect grammar is due to the fact that i need to improve my english. Cya. May randomly post here and there.

Todaaee

Short post todae cos can't use com 4 long. Gt back me results. b4 for eng. a2 for Emaths. damn pathetic zzz. had night study. i couldn't really study cos i kept feeling distracted..

Thotts

Just read through someone's blogg amazing how some people can critise themself n put themselves in a btr light. I guess it makes them look humble n honest. But they don't really put the whole story there.

Well i'll put a lil bout myself: I trust no one. I'm irritating. i lie through my teeth easily so nvr trust wat i say no matter how sincre i can seem sometimes. There r onli so many times i will forgive someone. I feel lyk i'm the only one who's in this kind of a situation. I don't trust anyone because my faith was misplaced once. I thought he was my friend. But i'm just a tool to him. Cast aside once of no use. I'll get even one day. I nid someone i can trust. Someone i can dump all my thoughts to. N more importantly tat person must trust me as much as i do. I will do anything for someone whom i deem as a real friend. Unfortuanately no one's up for tat position. I should have tried to find a genuine friend rather then waste my time wif him. ****er.

My table at mac

Todaae

rained lyk crap. parents fetched. how nice.gt back results b4 for phy T.T . Gt C for Amath **** it. After tat went to mac to study wif Jean. Met Rachel n Hui Shan thr. One of the few times i she Hui Shan smile. most of the time i c her in class she gt tis emo/tired look -.- . maybe she gt probs maybe she jus wanna act emo =_=. I find most gurls look alot prettier when they smile. Wadeva don noe why the two of em keep laughing at mi when u teaching a Qn -.- wth. tuition was cancelled. so bused home.

Thots

I'll devote a part to the onli person that tagged mi recently, jean. vry nice friend to have. It's really nice to noe eu have a fellow christian in this somewat condemned enviroment. Anw Jean don't b bother bout wat others do or think maybe ur baised to mi mayb eu jus disagree wif wat she does. but honestly who are we to judge? Let her be. It is mentioned in the bible tat we should be different from the world (or smthing lyk tat) so y bother wat they do? Whether their cowardly or they do things to irritate you just don't bother. Jesus didn't complain when the own people he came down to die for condemned him.

Now to myself i've been feeling someone down recently. Abut dissapointed a bit angry a bit left out. I feel helpless. I really lyk helping people. Now i feel completely useless. Haix. I am really depressed.

Laugh ur guts out

A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans.

So, the husband left Minneapolis and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email.

Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted.

The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen which read:

To: My loving wifeSubject: I've arrived Date: April 6, 2006I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here now and you are allowed to send emails to your loved ones. I've just arrived and have been checked in. I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Looking forward to seeing you then. Hope your journey is as uneventful as mine was.P.S. sure is freaking hot down here!!!!!

E2!!!!

Todaaee

Todae gt back some results fail geog by 0.5, 30 for ss. b4 for physics. I NEED TO BUCK UP!!!! okay anw after tat had night study. i'll die wif out those sessions. as usual camped by myself at one spot. louis terrance n zhong han joined mi 4 awhile. i oso saw tat gurl from e3 i still don noe her name. i think she's kinda hot -.- . nvm. Jus heard the muttons edit disturbia , lyk LOLZ. oso there's one of the dj disturbing some caucasian -.- lolz

Thots

someone told mi she was prayin 4 my "love lyf". i told her not to bother cos it was so screwed up.lolz. anw it gt mi thinking n oso wishing. i was think bout my past experiences. all of them SUCKED. Mayb a bit of happy times once in awhile. i was wondering why i bothered. It's one word, hope. Hope tat i can find someone tat i can be there 4 etc etc (refer to wishes). i guess it's human nature to want these things so much. or mayb it's just how God created mi to be lyk. well there is tat minor adrenaline rush when i'm about to do something stupid etc give roses to a gurl -.- wth. the wish part is quite obvious -.- .

Haha

Label Instructions:
In case you needed further proof that the Human Race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer products:

1. On a blanket from Taiwan - NOT TO BE USED AS PROTECTION FROM A TORNADO.

2. On a helmet mounted mirror used by US cyclists - REMEMBER, OBJECTS IN THE MIRROR ARE ACTUALLY BEHIND YOU.

3. On a Taiwanese shampoo - USE REPEATEDLY FOR SEVERE DAMAGE.

4. On the bottle-top of a (UK) flavoured milk drink - AFTER OPENING, KEEP UPRIGHT.

5. On a New Zealand insect spray - THIS PRODUCT NOT TESTED ON ANIMALS.

6. In a US guide to setting up a new computer - TO AVOID CONDENSATION FORMING, ALLOW THE BOXES TO WARM UP TO ROOM TEMPERATURE BEFORE OPENING. (Sensible, but the instruction was INSIDE the box.)

7. On a Japanese product used to relieve painful hemorrhoids - LIE DOWN ON BED AND INSERT POSCOOL SLOWLY UP TO THE PROJECTED PORTION LIKE A SWORD-GUARD INTO ANAL DUCT. WHILE INSERTING POSCOOL FOR APPROXIMATELY 5 MINUTES, KEEP QUIET.

8. In some countries, on the bottom of Coke bottles - OPEN OTHER END.

9. On a packet of Sunmaid raisins - WHY NOT TRY TOSSING OVER YOUR FAVOURITE BREAKFAST CEREAL?

10. On a Sears hairdryer - DO NOT USE WHILE SLEEPING.

11. On a bag of Fritos - YOU COULD BE A WINNER! NO PURCHASE NECESSARY. DETAILS INSIDE. (The shoplifter special!)

12. On a bar of Dial soap - DIRECTIONS - USE LIKE REGULAR SOAP. (And that would be how?)

13. On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom of the box) - DO NOT TURN UPSIDE DOWN. (Too late! You lose!)

14. On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding - PRODUCT WILL BE HOT AFTER HEATING. (Are you sure? Let's experiment.)

15. On a Korean kitchen knife - WARNING: KEEP OUT OF CHILDREN. (Dammit! Who are they to tell me what to do with my kids?)

16. On a string of Chinese-made Christmas lights - FOR INDOOR OR OUTDOOR USE ONLY. (As opposed to use in outer space?)

17. On a Japanese food processor - NOT TO BE USED FOR THE OTHER USE. (Now I'm curious.)

18. On Sainsbury's peanuts - WARNING - CONTAINS NUTS. (Really? Peanuts contain nuts?)

19. On an American Airlines packet of nuts INSTRUCTIONS - OPEN PACKET, EAT NUTS. (I'm glad they cleared that up.)

20. On a Swedish chainsaw - DO NOT ATTEMPT TO STOP CHAIN WITH YOUR HANDS OR GENITALS. (What kind of consumer phone-call led to this warning?)

21. On a child's superman costume - WEARING OF THIS GARMENT DOES NOT ENABLE YOU TO FLY. (That's right, destroy a universal childhood fantasy!)

22. On some frozen dinners: SERVING SUGGESTION: DEFROST.

23. On a hotel provided shower cap in a box: FITS ONE HEAD.

24. On packaging for a Rowenta iron: DO NOT IRON CLOTHES ON BODY.

25. On Boot's "Children's" cough medicine: DO NOT DRIVE CAR OR OPERATE MACHINERY.

26. On Nightly sleep aid: WARNING: MAY CAUSE DROWSINESS. (Duh!)

Todaaee
no pic todae cos i haven't found any nice places to take a sunset T.T. well todae had sch. went thr onli gt 7 ppl in our class -.- had exam did for 20 min slept 40 min. was thinking bout my death. didn't seem so bad. i've always tot lyf was a joke n death's the punch line. anw after tat met louis 4 breakfast then went his houe n owned a poor "shen gao ren" on MHF2. after tat went home showered went to zhen hua 4 Clb oral exam. then when got on e bus, i realised i 4gt my entry proof after 3 stop -.- ****. ran all theway home to get it n ran to zhen hua cos the bus would take too long. by the time reach there my shirt was soaked wif sweat -.- . my oral was screwed up 25% of my conv had english. wth. then went to bpp wif tim n cheiw ming n murdered an akantor. after tat went tution. yups. tat bout it todae.
Quiz
aung htet wanted mi to do it so here it is -.-

1) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4-"the cops. they'll never expect drifting on a night like tonight."

2) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?-an unused sofa cover -.-

3) Before you started this survey, what were you doing?- blog hopping

4) What is the last thing you watched on TV?- pirtates of e carribian =P

5) Without looking, guess what time it is it?- 11.10?

6) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?- 11.o4 =)

7) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?- my radio,98.7

8) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?- earlier todae to go 4 exam -.-

9) Did you dream last night?- ...erm.. don remember

10) Do you remember your dreams?- occasionally

11) When did you last laugh?- 2 min ago

12) Do you remember why / at what?- cos of e dj one radio. retarded guys lolz

13) What is on the walls of the room you are in?- toys loads of em'

14) Seen anything weird lately?- hmm oh yar tis drunk guy outide mac shouting obscene stuff LOLZ

15) What do you think of this quiz?- ranodm n stupid

16) What is the last film you saw?- bangkok dangerous. it sux

17) If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?- the carribean. or anw wif crystal clear beach waters =)

18) If you became a multi-billionaire overnight, what would you buy?- clothes i'll go on a freaking shopping spree woohoo -.-

19) Tell me something about you that most people don't know.- i was named after a town in belgium. the place my parents first met. -.- google my name n u'll c lolz

20) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or
politics, what would you do?- i would make christianity allowed n for it to be preached anywhere. praise the Lord =D

21) Do you like to dance?-kind of

22) Would you ever consider living abroad?- yes, to study in a U.

23) Does your name make any interesting anagrams?- not sure nvr tot about it

24) Who made the last incoming call on your phone?-timothy -.-

25) What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?- check yes juliet by we the kings =)

26) Last time you swam in a pool?-... last year?

27) Type of music you like most?- hmm kinda random

28) Type of music you dislike most?- ...don have much

29) Are you listening to music right now?- yes

30) What color is your bedroom carpet?- don have 1 my floor's wooden

31) If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?- nothing my house owns

32) What was the last thing you bought?- seasons apple tea on the way home from tution

33) Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?- yes, when i was 5 -.-

HaHa

A Captain in the foreign legion was transferred to a desert outpost. On his orientation tour he noticed a very old, seedy looking camel tied out back of the enlisted mens barracks. He asked the Sergeant leading the tour, "What's the camel for?".

The Sergeant replied "Well sir it's a long way from anywhere, and the men have natural sexual urges, so when they do, uh, we have the camel."
The captain said "Well if it's good for moral, then I guess it's all right with me."

After he had been at the fort for about 6 months the captain could not stand it any more so he told his Sergeant, "BRING IN THE CAMEL!!!" The sarge shrugged his shoulders and led the camel into the captains quarters.

The captain got a foot stool & proceeded to have vigorous sex with the camel. As he stepped, satisfied,down from the stool, and was buttoning his pants he asked the Sergeant, "Is that how the enlisted men do it?"

The Sergeant replied, "Well sir, they usually just use it to ride into town."

Quote by bush(it's real)
"Our enemies are innovative and resourceful, and so are we. They never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we." - Washington, D.C., Aug. 5, 2004

todaae n yesterdaae
i don noe y i bother bloggin no 1 reads anw -.- haixx. i feel damn bored now. maybe should go flame some blog. hmm sounds fun -.-. anw yesterdae nothing much happened went out wif my family to some park then had dinner a some over restaurant wif over priced food. then todae had some major clean up of my house.

my thots
I just realised how many real friends o have. how many i can actually count on. how many i completely trust. none. i kinda lyk it like tat. no one who can betray me. no one who can hurt me. well people can betray me but it won't b as bad as some one eu trust. same 4 being hurt. wat benefit do true friends have tat can outweight tis? someone who eu can count? i trust myself the most. no one can help mi tat unselfishly. someone who can keep my secrets? wat's the point. i rather keep them all to myself. someone who i can talk to when i'm lonely? i'd rather talk to a wall or blog. y do we need real friends anw? maybe a few here n there so i don completely lose touch wif the world other then tat y bother? anw jus read through's abi's blog LOL damn entertaining. nid to thank her brightened up my dull night =P. Ty abi. haix those poor naive n dumb people . ah well. blessed is the fool. =/

HaHa
A little girl and her mother were out and about.

Out of the blue, the girl asked her mother, "Mommy, How old are you?"

The mother responded, "Honey, women don't talk about their age. You'll learn this as you get older."

The girl then asked, "Mommy, how much do you weigh?" Her mother responded again, "That's another thing women don't talk about. You'll learn this, too, as you grow up."

The girl, still wanting to know about her mother, then fired off another question, "Mommy, why did you and Daddy get a divorce?"

The mother, a little annoyed by the questions, responded, "Honey, that is a subject that hurts me very much, and I don't want to talk about it now."

The little girl, frustrated, sulked until she was dropped off at a friend's house to play. She consulted with her girlfriend about her and her mother's conversation.

The girlfriend said, "All you have to do is sneak a look at your mother's driver's license. It's just a like a report card from school. It tells you everything."

Later, the little girl and her mother were out and about again. The little girl started off with, "Mommy, Mommy, I know how old you are. I know how old you are. You're 32 years old."

The mother was very shocked. She asked, "Sweetheart, how do you know that?" The little girl shrugged and said, "I just know. And I know how much you weigh. You weigh 130 pounds."

"Where did you learn that?" The little girl said, "I just know.

And I know why you and Daddy got a divorce. You got an 'F' in sex."

Todaae

took tis pic on e way to my tuition teacher's house.for a second i tot i could c a star in the background when i looked back i disappeared =/. ah well. anw i was readin through some peoples blogs vry entertaining some blog they contradict themselves some blogs show someone who's had a bad dae which sometimes happen to b funny to an onlooker. some r..well..jus funny

Anw i had my Amaths paper todae. gt owned -.- went to plae dota wif tim got owned again -.- my lyf sux. haix sometimes i jus seem to lyk lookin 4 trouble =/. zzz. i feel lyk putin another emo post but i really can't think of anything. haiix i guess i'm a lil too sleepy to crap tat much -.- cya all thx 4 taggin it means a lot. whether negative or positive. well positive's btr, but i don really mind other kind. lyk...constructive criticism. yar. ZzZzZzZ

HaHa

Applying for a Job at the CIA


A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there's a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position. After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available.
The day came for the final test to see which peson would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow our instructions whatever the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The man looked horrified and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my wife!" "Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the right man for this job then."
So they brought the second man to the same door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances," they explained to the second man. "Inside you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The second man looked a bit shocked, but nevertheless took the gun and went in the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes; then the door opened. The man came out of the room with tears in his eyes. "I tried to shoot her; I just couldn't pull the trigger and shoot my wife. I guess I'm not the right man for the job."
"No," the CIA man replied, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home."
Now they only had the woman left to test. They led her to the same door to the same room and handed her the same gun. "We must be sure that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances; this is your final test. Inside you will find your husband sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill him." The woman took the gun and opened the door. Before the door even closed all the way, the CIA men heard the gun start firing, one shot after another for 13 shots. Then all hell broke loose in the room. They heard screaming, rashing, and banging on the walls. This went on for several minutes; then all went quiet.
The door opened slowly, and there stood the woman. She wiped the sweat from her brow and said, "You guys didn't tell me the gun was loaded with blanks. I had to beat the son of a bitch to death with the chair!"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGvR0UemZIw

found tis pic on e com lolz zzz couldn't post yesterdae cos wasn't allowed to use com -.- anw will post bout yesterdae 1st


yesterdae

had two papers yesterdae,Amaths n Eng. was okay. after tat gt damn pissed. cos of some bloody jerk. 2 twice. 1st time: leaving sch js ignore mi *****r. after i left sch i went to hang out wif derrick zhong han terrence n a few others. then we went to wacth bangkok dangerous was an okay show endin kinda sux. after tat saw him again. then he jus sae hi then act blurr. as if he can't c i'm damned pissed. bloody jerk eu think i wad ur dog ah? onli when all ur other friends ps eu then come find mi? or eu expect mi to come find eu everytime as if ur so important? even so eu choose them over mi. *****r.went home gt pissed again cos of my parents cos they don wan mi use com nvm they mean well 4 mi nt lyk some people.



todaae



had Emaths heng managed to finish mi paper. went louis house to plae mh owned some stuff then on e way to somewhere i saw him felt damn pissed. after tat went 4 night class . there were more people then tues. after tat bused home if pyx yups tat it

the moon from our sch

todae was a loong dae -.- anw E-maths was good i let my compass to e gurl (don noe e name =X) sitting nxt to mi. i spent half the exam tryin to tell her i kicked under her table liao then when i finally gave up the she notice it -.- anw had chem after tat then i suddenly felt vry lonely after bout 1hour 15min -.- my entire class leave then onli gt 7 ppl left -.- anw then when to yew tee wif wy n eugene then they bought cards then we crapped 4 awhile then went to buy lunch from pasa malam (is it spelt correctly? o.O) anw then eugene went home n wy dragged mi to mac. bloody loser. either eu choose mi or her damned friends okay? i'm ****ing sick n tired of em. n to some other ****h wat the hell does it have to do wif eu if i put ice-cream on top of his huh? anw other thing at mac i saw tat gurl again n some one playin patapon on tat table couldn't help lookin n laffing to myself noob-.-. anw back to cursin. as if it a really big decision. tat he has to lyk sacrifice alot for mi. *****r. as if i've done nothing 4 him. anw wat has he done anw? oh yar stabbed mi in the back once damned SoB. the people i make friends wif. -.- . anw to less destructive thots. i went 4 night study. i cover quite a lot although nt so many ppl went todae:

sch at 6.45

sch at 7.45

sch at 8.45

after tat came home zzz

random cute pics lolz

lolz found tat pic on my com. damn cute. i feel lyk spamming my blog wif pon n zi but nah anw went to sch as usual but would have been late if not for the rain. thank You Lord =) anw had my Amaths n geo paper T.T screwed em' up there goes my A1 T.T. wen yew said something but i can't confirm it =/ sadd anw after tat went to mac to study wif jeanell n rachel lyk lolz quite fun at 1st then suddenly tot but something which a ring reminded mi of...suddenly felt emo n a longing 4 some1..nvm i'm so over tat...anw felt btr after awhile. i had three ice-cream zzz no more $$ T.T



two mcflurrys n a fudge sundae =P



ice-cream, btr then drugs lolz -.- anw i went to my cousin's house. i felt kinda unmotivated b4 than then cheered up =D nthing much happened after tat zzz

pls hate me, world

for a moment i tot i best to apologise but nah. i prefer things tis way. especially after reading some stuff i can finally tell myself some people jus aren't mature enuf 4 mi to care bout. some people just aren't worth it. lollz. anw todae was borin. i feel lyk flaming someone but i jus can't really be bothered wif such immature stuff. eu noe i really lyk it when some1 doubts mi. makes the results seem so much sweeter. anw i'm a lil worried bout my geog =/ nthing much else to sae zzz

another sunset at seletar

it is fun to be disliked by people. well it depends on the people. y? cos when i get my results 4 o-lvls back well c who's the idiots. i find tat it doesn't matter how much people lyk eu in sec sch. it jus 4 years. do people really look back on how well lyked eu are in the future? no, not really it's jus ur o-lvl cert. most of the peple who think i'm a loser will most probablybe the losers in the future. i hope eu guys have fun. anw todae woke up at 12.30pm. so early. yawn. anw went straight 4 tution then went to mac to study wif wen yi n her friend. i can't belive some1 so dumb can get into e5 lol jkjk. then after tat went to bpp to buy sch shoe cos my old 1 is in lyk pieces. n i oso bough a shirt. i lyk shoppin. i onli don have much $$. -.- wat kind of a guy am i? anw was talkin to wen yi bout some1. turns out i've onli had a 1 sided opinion on some1. anw i prefer the otherside of the arguement. which is tat person's a b****. anw some one called me childish. i don really c how. although now tat i think about it, it was childish to argue wif tat person. i can't blame dumb people for having such a narrow point of view. ah well. lyf's lyk tat.

sunset at ...where did i take tis?

Wow someone actually reads my blog tat jus lovely -.- wadeva. anw i sae wat i feel, i curse who i want, tat's mi. wadeva again. anw didn't blog yesterdae cos got home vry late cos of night study. i really lyk goin. really productive. lolz. anw todae sch was as usual. lolz stupid mr loh get suaned 1 time not enuf mus go do it again. lolz as if any1 cares bout wat he saes. after he was done had e oral presentation thing. i couldn't really hear 1 of the presenters. i guess she can't really pronounce words tat well. Who cares anw. anw gt back my Emaths pep exam paper 2. gt 84% so pathetic. zzz geo on mondae. i nid to buck up. oh yar was "arguing" wif mairah bout who was stupider. ah well who gives a damn stupid is stupid who giv a damn bout who stupid eu r. -.-. anw i'm still at a dilemma. **** her again. -.- haven't really much more to talk bout. i'll edit tis post if i remember something.

sunset at seletar

had selfstudy at sch last night. vry productive. todae went mac wif tim. loser still playin monster hunter. o-lvl here but still messin around he really wants to go for Direct Ite Entry -.-. anw todae miss Toh dragged out poor Hao Jie, Brendan n Zhen Xiang even tho their hair so short. -.- . anw had Amaths. daedreamed gt scolded by Mr Chia =/ wat's his prob i've been lyk tat the past two years yet i can score 4 Amaths still wan scold mi. Everything he go thru so easy. mayb i'll pay attension when he does something harder =/. anw slept in chem. nth else happen todae. my lyf borin aint it? haix every hated someone but lyked tat peron at the same time? something's wrong wif mi. **** her. all her damned fault. -.-

sunset in the city

almost overslept todae.. heng sis woke mi up -.-..ZzZzZ todae the evil n overbearing Miss Angela Toh dragged mi n a whole row of innocent guy out jus for the fun of watching pur precious hair get cut off. -.- tat woman is pure evil. thankfully Mr Syamsul cut my hair so not much diff. School was normal. Todae was one of the rare occasion where i do not sleep in class =/. Anw went to Kfc. Yups. She does hate mi. C mi can hear a rather audiable curse. Somemore confirm on blog. Wat's her bloody prob. I go Kfc oso wan scold mi. ****h. It's not lyk i follow her there rite? I was lyk there 1st. Don lk mi go somewhere else lahh. ****er.

"1st" dae of sch. well i can't really call it the first i had to go back everydae of the "holidaes" except fri (i actually was supposed to go but 4 gt =/).the whole class relocated to the 1st floor cos of Aung Htet. Ah well being on top was a bit of a distration and trouble for mi anw. distraction cos of e other classes. trouble cos it's the fourth floor damn troublesome to climb up -.-. anw chased the whole class put durin our chem lolz then had 'open air' learnin outside our class durin physics lolz. 1 more month till the big Os. tryin to concentrate on studies not her -.- **** it. lyf sux.

currently at upper seletar reserviour usin com -.-. my family came here to cycle. i come use laptop -.-. ah well. haix.i've given up on friends. they're all useless. can't be counted upon. hmm went to my grandmother b'dae yesterday. had fun. still couldn't get her out of my head. ****. wat's wrong wif mi. haix.every1 think's they noe best. so who's actually correct? to whom should i listen to? for now it's onli my own idea or God's. i don give a damn wat other people sae. lyf sux. mine anw. i don have any1 i really trust. maybe i'm to cautious. maybe i jus haven't found any1 i can trust watever it is i don have any1 to confide my feelings to. tat really sux. the view here's beautiful. makes mi think of her. ****. zzz there's whole bunch of irritating kids throwing stones in the water.anw nthing much to sae liao. cya

don feel so emo todae =/ nvm it's good...didn't really do much today.had a borin morining then plaed psp after lunch (home-made lagsania =P) patapon n dj max then afterwards goin to my uncle's house to celebrate my grandmother b'dae. haven't seen m cousins in awhile. can finally catch up wif them =D haix she still on my mind...for reasons i do not noe. i seriously wonder y i lyk her so much -.- nvm time will tell so for now...hmm..i don really noe wad to do now -.- zzz nvm..i looked back at my previous posts. most of them were emo -.- i guess bloggin's a good way to relieve stress/frustration/anger or wadever. mayb tat y gt so many emo posts =/

i've confirmed it. friends r useless..mine anw...

2nd post todae...i really gt nothing to do...friends ...wat in the world r the use of em? i can't find any. i look back on my past post n realised tat my "friends" cos more pain then joy. all of them either don care about me or have stabbed mi in the back once. they can't tell if i'm in a bad mood n think i'm being a jerk etc.etc. i hate em all. i hate every1 of em.

Emo post -.-

i hate the world i hate myself i HATE her...why the hell do i have to lyk her so much why hell does she hate me so much? lyf SUX...i hate every thing.. why do i lyk her anyway? i don even really noe. y do i have this really strong attraction to her...tis is so stupid yet i continue to chase her even tho it's meaningless even tho i noe she won't repay my feelings...i contune to bear rejections and embaressment...WHY?...i don have anyone who can understand me...anyone who cares...anyone who's will willing me help me...wat's wif tat gurl anw? why do i find her so special?...why mus all this happen to mi?? why she lyk any1 but mi? why? i'm a totally loser...no will ever lyk mi...love sux...anw i have no friends..real ones anw...no one cares bout mi..

for some reason i find that thing wif her r gettin btr...well somewat btr...haix y do i lyk her so much...onli God noes...ah well don really have much to talk bout i onli crap alot when i'm emo =/

1 of the times i've felt jealous...Along wif a whole lot of other emotions... Sorrow of couse...Despair too...Also hate...Jealous b'cos abi's with another guy... well for was for awhile...But still...He's 18...What the ****... Also despair cos i won't b able to match up wif tat guy...c'mon he's 18..i'm jus some unpopular loser...n i hate that guy...i noe i shouldn't but i hate tat guy...simply 4 existing...What's wrong with me? Am i so detestable? What do i lack? Looks? Charm? Money? Lyf's not worth living...