1 of the times i've felt jealous...Along wif a whole lot of other emotions... Sorrow of couse...Despair too...Also hate...Jealous b'cos abi's with another guy... well for was for awhile...But still...He's 18...What the ****... Also despair cos i won't b able to match up wif tat guy...c'mon he's 18..i'm jus some unpopular loser...n i hate that guy...i noe i shouldn't but i hate tat guy...simply 4 existing...What's wrong with me? Am i so detestable? What do i lack? Looks? Charm? Money? Lyf's not worth living...