Todae
I went wif timmy to celebrate his b'dae at cathay cineleisure. Had lunch at some jap restaurant. I'll put up the pics when i can. Then went to watch bolt. Sooo cute. Then it ended horribly cos the gurls went shopping -.- Started to emo after that.
Thoughts
Haix...I feel so pathetic. I noe i always tell u to cheer up but i just can't c a good side to this... I feel unimportant. Maybe it's cos i'm really pessimistic n lyk to assume the worst...I noe thr's a proper reason to y u don reply, fone no bat/no cash on fone...but i just can't help but feel that u just can't be bothered to reply...when i asked, "will thr be any chance in the future". Did u anws that cos u pitied me?...Will thr be something more or am i waiting for naught?...i feel so so unimportant to u...u hardly ever come talk to mi...most of the time i'm the one who start the conv...i guess i've just beeing lying to myself all along. lying that thr may be some small chance that u may someday feel the same way to mi...i guess not...i can't do anything for u...i can't make u feel happy or be thr for u when u nid some1...i doubt a relationship will ever happen...i just don't think that any1 let alone u will ever love mi...so don tag. don talk to mi. don apologise. just forget mi...i don't want to add to your troubles...just leave me aloe to my misery and tears...i guess my lyf's meant to be spent alone...devoid of any1 who truely loves me...It doesn't matter if u don't understand...nothing matters anymore...~sayonara
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