Lonely~

I honestly can't be bothered to blog bout my days...n gt prob uploading fotos too -.-...I don see wat's the point of mi continuing to blog...No one cares anw...It's not like ppl come look at my unupdated blog n feel sad that i didn't update cos they care bout mi n wanna noe hw i'm doin...hardly any1 bothers to tag...i always go to my tagbox to c if some kind soul tagged to ask how i'm doin...But nope, no one bothers...ppl jus come, c that thr's no update n jus moves on without a 2nd thought...y isn't thr anw1 who actually come n ask mi once in awhile how i am n is genuinely interested in my life...but thr's no one...no one i can go to, to talk bout all my problems n difficulties...thr was tis fren of mine called juliet...i used to be able to talk to her bout my probs...but i can't now...i can't rely on someone who doesn't see me as of much importance...or someone who's one of my main problems...or someone who won even bother to come talk to me...at least...thr was someone. else..who i really cared about...i miss the times i spent with her......the times she when she took my foolscrap pad n scibbled stuff all over it...it hurts so so much just thinking bout it...knowing that i can't be with with her...but...i still miss holding her in my arms...i need someone who loves me...but i doubt i'll thr's any1...i feel so very lonely...with no one who cares...no one who i can just call in the middle of the night when i feel so depressed...in 22 hours it's be a new year...dun c how it can be btr then the previous 1...