Monday, June 23, 2008

sch started =P lolz zzz odae had lessons as usual slept through most ZzZzZ then after tat went lan bumped into WY Eugene n Amanda lolz so coincedental then went lan plaed went home zzz haix i gt nothin to blog bout so i went to find some other random stuff:
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart,she still feels it whenu run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,she is not at all fine.(duh!)
When a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are sowonderful.When a girl lays her head on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, "no one in this world can miss you more than that
When a girl is mean to you after a break up she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever

Friday, June 20, 2008

wah long time nvr post todae had cip at library it was the jurong 1 haix was damn tirin but quite fun hehheh whole tym disturbing tim well the cip had it's fun moments but mostly was damn borin haix then i bought tis pouch fer 7 buck for my psp i tink i gt ripped off the pouch doesn't fit my psp properly n oso so x ZzZzZzZ T.T lolz well nthing much else oh yar sch startin soon have done phy geo n eng cos i lost them zzz anw ps tag b4 u leave thx T.T

Sunday, June 15, 2008

99 facts bout guys for gurls

auganother thing i found while goin through the internet lolz i bet the gurls readin tis will be really interested bout the part bout guys lolz
are my comments
1.Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
2.Guys hate other flirts.
3.Guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards. (not really true)
4.When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5.Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6.Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7.When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
uys go crazy over a girl's smile.
8.Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
9.Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
10.When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
11.Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
12.Guys cry!!!
13.Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
14.Guys can never dream and hope too much.
15.Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
16.When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
17.Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
18.Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands(not really crazy...like would be a better word)
19.Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl 20.they really like.
21.When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22.When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow". (=P)
23.You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24.Guys hate gays!
25.Guys love their moms.
26.A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses. (been there done tat)
27.A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28.You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29.If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does. (not really sure wat tis means)
30.Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can. (lolz)
31.Girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32.Guys are very open about themselves.
33.It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34.No guy is bad when he is courting
35.Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.(not true fer me i don mind if a go ut wif a white shirt n com back wif i black 1 =p)
36.Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37.Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38.If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.(very true).
39.A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. (very very true)
40.A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else. (o.O)
41.Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. (sometimes)
42.Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43.Guys virtually brag about anything.
44.Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them. (so not true)
45.Guys think too much. (i think too little -.-)
46.Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47.Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!(not really true).
48.Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive.
49.When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl. (Lolz)
50.It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more. (same fer gurls..i tink..)
51.You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52.A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up. (wow tis means i'm really mature =p)
53.When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54.Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55.Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed cats with their girlfriends.(Lolz)
56.When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57.When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"(usually)
59.Guys don't really have final decisions. (T.T)
60.When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him it's very important.(so true)
62.If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63.Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64.Guys like femininity not feebleness. (really true =P)
65.Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. (o.o)
66.A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67.A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68.Guys love girls who can cook or bake. (we love u regardless)
69.Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!......(true but only wen the guys are ready 2 be settled down.)
70.A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71.A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72.Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73.Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised. ( =) )
74.Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys. (=P)
75.Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls. (totally)
76.Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well. (=P)
77.Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them ore.
78.When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79.Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80.Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81.Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82.Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83.Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84.When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85.When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things. (o.O)
86.When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed by you or he's criticizing you.
87.When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88.If a guy lets you go, he really loves you. (T.T)
89.If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90.Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91.You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92.If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93.When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94.You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95.Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.(not really true)
96.Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97.If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98.Guys hate girls who overreact.
99.Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.
wah long nvr blog been so busy oso didn't have access to internet =X thx to all who tagged =D btw htet wat eu mean? o.O haix anw nthing much goin on in my life now well i went fer my church's youth/bb camp which was a combined camp between the youth ministry in my church was really fun but tiring too:
1st dae of camp
nothing much happen todae jus went on ferry go the 1 star hotel -.- then had some ice-breaker games which i hd to come up with fer my group zzz my group so irritating zzz bein ATL sux anw had i nice dinner
2nd dae of camp
we did a fun fair for lyk 300 kids their lyk my age n their so happy jus play a bunch of really really lame games haix there are times i wish my life was as simple as their's
3rd dae
same thing except fer a thousand people T.T
4th dae
i staye up the whole night then slept no the stairs with some friends cos my room mate was sleepin n i was locked out -.- after tat jus went back to s'pore
well tat's a summary of wat happened byes zzz

Monday, June 2, 2008

won b bloggin fer the nxt few daes although i have even been blogin recently hmmm todae nothin worth talkin bout happened now for something no one except one person will noe bout =P lolz: i was jokkin bout the msg i sent(the one after the msg bout eu psing me) but ur reply hurt) okay tat was emo lolz hmmm nthing else much i'll put up something nicer lyk nxt week if i find it kays bye

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

45 things girls want but don't ask for

jus wanted to dedicate tis pos to all guys so eu noe wat do =P n oso to daryl who lyked the previous thing
45 things:
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friendstogether.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love hermorethan you, deny it. Fight backand hug her tight so she can'tget to her friends, it makes herfeel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love youwhenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around thewaist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful
.20. Tell her the way you feel abouther.
One last thing you need to do to showher you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her tohercar- it makes her feel protected,plus it never hurts to act like agentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is somethingwrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girlsyou know !!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKEAND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a goodday at work {or school}, and howmuch you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever sheneeds you, & even when shedoesn'tneed you, just be there soshe'llknow that she can ALWAYS count onyou.
AR E YOU STILL READING THIS? YOUBETTERBECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!
31. Hold her close when she'scold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her closeand kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it willgive her the hint that you want tokiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your armaround her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're angry. If shes upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOUAREWITH HER NEXT
36. When people TEASE her, stand upforher.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tellher you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and puther head on your chest so she canlisten to the steady beat of yourheart. Link your fingers togetherwhile you whisper to her as sherests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each othergrab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in yourarms as long as possible.
MAK E SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wishher SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries andwipeaway her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much youloveher.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needsjust a little bit more love

=P

Saturday, May 24, 2008

haixzzzz don noe wat to do bout mi dae was borin so eu don nid to noe mi mind's kinda blank now so nothing to talk bout tat haix a part of mi is missin i don noe if i'll ever get it back zzz

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

i wish things didn't have to turn out tis way it's not tat i don't want to it's tat i can't...pls don talk to mi again it hurt's way too much...i'm sorry...i did love you wif all my heart i wish i still could...but i can't i just can't...i noe you'll understand and you'll get over me soon...just forget me n throw away all those things i gave you...goodbye qingye

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

perfect bf

i waz goin through some stuff when i came across tis i wish i some dae could b lyk tat =P:
When she walks away from you[ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit you[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you[ smile to her ]
When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst[ tell her you love her and she stilllooks amazing ]
When you see her start crying[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking[ give her a wide SMILE ]
When she's scared[assure her you're not goin to leaveher ]
When she lays her head on yourshoulder[ tilt your head too..and hold herhand ]
When she steals your favorite thing[ let her keep it ]
When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything isokay ]
When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you[ she really does more than you couldunderstand ]
When she grabs at your hands[ Hold hers and play with herfingers ]
When she bumps into you[ bump into her back and make herlaugh ]
When she tells you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you[ she's hurting inside ]
WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART[ THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY ]
When she says its over[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even ifshes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight anddon'tlet go
- When she says she's ok dont believeit, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll rememberyou:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthdayto tell her you love her
- Call her on special occasion
- Treat her like she's all that mattersto you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she'ssick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her orher favorite show even if you think itsstupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang outwith her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, thefirst thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Sunday, May 11, 2008

due to someone tellin mi to blo again i will todae nthing much happened went church kill 3 g-ranked tigrex on mh2 freedom wif kit mun then went suntec mi dad bought a laptop from vio cos gt some discount then i had to carry around e whole suntec zzz his laptop nt mine mah y i carry zzz anyway after tat went carefour buy stuff then went home zzz borin huh?

Sunday, May 4, 2008

my blog is dead so **** off i'm sick of tis blog i'm sick of everything

Saturday, April 19, 2008

haix todae so sad belvina left 4 aus. i didn't noe her tat well but the lack of her presence is definately vry noticeable especially since it's gonna b so much quiter...haix anyway tution waz cancelled went to youth then went to meet wif my darling hiax she waz sick T.T anyways walk her home then went home n gt scolded by my dad. IT'S NOT UR FAULT k?

Friday, April 18, 2008

today's a happy n troublesome dae if eu notice something in my profile change yar go check anywayz todae sch end early then went west mall buy smthing n go lan wif tim cos i promise him to go after tat i go take 170 to meet my cute friend at causeway point i ended up there except gt no point yar hiax lynette go tell take 170 i happy happy go take i ended up at e causeway heng i nvr accidentatly go jb haix then i had to explian my situation to lyk 5 different policemen so paishe zzz i even had to go through immigation n check my bag zzz anyway it's ok lynette i don blame eu waz qutie fun lolz then after tat go meet my cute friend =p although waz a little late (sry) then after tat did some really lame things then went back to sch n gt of on wring stop i so stupid i saw a bukit then immediately gt off zzz was bukit gombak nt bukit batok zzz so after tat gt on nxt train n chiong to sch end up the thing oso start so late zzz then after tat speech dae was quite me n louis make so many lame joke laugh until i headache then after tat went home chat wif her for awhile on e way home stupid wy come extra zzz tat's bout it ah

Thursday, April 17, 2008

haix i feel so happy yet so frustrated...frustrated cos of sch stupid pe go gym come out injured T.T cos hao jie n i go n try o mess around n practise replay on the tread mill he get off at at speed 16 (max) n i jump rite on of course fall ah heng a grab on to the handle bar n louis n hao jie ctach me if not i fall face first into the tread mill n become lyk the noodle store the bak chor zzz anywayz happy cos of my Hp n the person on the other end =P if ur reading tis i trust eu kay? sighhh life is so fun =)

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Thursday, April 10, 2008

haiz i've been a bad mood todae sry to all those that i've been rather 'bitchy' to(i can't find another word to replace tat zzz) well i've no idea y i've been lyk tat maybe i jus got up on the wrong side of the bed sianz anyway had a boring dae at sch as usual did some lame stuff in e4 during self study after tat went to find amanda cause wy call me go find her to bring her to west mall to cause she wanted to buy flowwer fer her mom's birthdae anywayz she had nafa test n i waited damn long so i gt really irritated n started doin all kinds of random stuff zzz anyway after tat went to buy something then when i n wy was leaving he sort of pulled me to behind a pillar i tot he wanted me to stay there then i jus waited there as he went off i waz lyk wondering wat he waz doin actually he didn't want to lyk stay there n was wondering where i went of to how stupid waz tat zzz =_=

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

had a tiring day starting to feel the stress of being a sec 4 i can't seem to be able to concentrate in class even though i sleep so early zzz... well yesterdae didn't do much after sch went wif wen yew to jurong point to meet his senior to get some form for something for bb. at least?! wat u mean at least? tis kind of fren... anyway todae after sch stoned wif wy at some blk waiting fer some one i played Tekken while he slept then after tat go to some blk n do all kind of lame stuff wif a whole bunch if sec 2s from npcc then went home zzz i'm strating to doubt my friends i noe their busy but it's not lyk i'm not busy but yet i try to help them so much still i don really recieve mch back honestly i'm not too bother if u guys r busy but at least try a little harder n ake a little initiative anyway there won be a story tis week cos i'm too lazy

Saturday, April 5, 2008

i baaaaaaaaaack haven't done much fri pon table tennis when out side sch e bucnh of gurls (perlyn,carlyn,irene, n erm... someone else which i 4gt the name) from 2e3 come disturb me bout buying a 1.5 l bottle of drink e other dae so i really went n bought one then go disturb me bout wearing a jacket e other dae they keeep askin me where it waz fine i'll bring it mondae howz tat then said something bout a mrs lee or something lyk tat i didn't really catch it sianz the go plae dota owned wif centuar zzz todae went youth had tution my sis gt a grand piano zzz well on to my compo a continuation of e previous one



His heart was racing, palms sweating and his long sword griped tightly in his hands as he charge towards the great dragon. Thoughts ran through Louis' head. Thoughts of grief, thoughts of agony ,thoughts of fury all of which had been caused by this cursed beast. Actually the reason why Louis wanted this creature dead was not for the reward of the fame but for revenge, revenge for what it did to him 20 years ago...


It was a warm ,breezy night in the small town of Kokoto. Louis was in his bed as his mother read him a bed night story.

"And they lived happily ever after. The end."

"Mom why do these stories always end happily ever after?"

"Erm..Well..Just go to sleep", Louis' mother said somewhat irritatedly and gave him a kiss before leaving the bedroom. Louis closed his eyes pondering over the question but gave up deciding it was not really worth the effort.


Louis woke with a start as he heard a shrill scream outside his house .He noticed light coming through the window, he was sure that it was still night as e looked out the window he saw half the town ablaze and a large shape masked by the shadows in the distance. As Louis stared in shock and amazement the shape shot out a breath of fire during of which Louis caught a glimpse of the beast, an image he'll never forget. Suddenly the door burst open and his mother came running in.

"Louis! Get up and follow me now!"
"What is it Mom?"
"Just follow me" said Louis' mother with an obvious panic in her voice

Louis knew better than to disobey at a time like this and followed closely behind his mother.His mother lead him to their cellar and placed him in there.
"Louis don't leave this place you hear me? I'm going to get your brother."
That was the last time he ever saw her.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Fatalis

ok so not that many people tag if i act emo sad... anyway I'm now gonna use my blog to practise my compos please feed back on them please:

The night was still, there was an eerie silence. The valley was lit by nothing but moon light, mountains loomed ominously in the distance.
"Are you sure we should do this?"
"Why not? Imagine the glory if we succeed. Besides can't you keep quite for a moment Tim? I'm trying to concentrate here"
"But we could DIE Louis."
"Arg. I didn't tell you to come along you volunteered now if you don't shut up i won't be able to complete the trap and we WILL die."
"But.."
"Either shut up or go home!"
Timothy walked of frustrated wishing that he never volunteered for this. He considered trying to convince Cheryl of the folly of this trip but decided not, knowing that she would be even more frustrated than Louis.Sighing he lay down on the grass star gazing for awhile until he heard Cheryl call for him knowing better than to ignore her, he went over to her.
"Tim get me a drink from the supplies"
"But.."
"But what?"
"Nothing"
Timothy stormed frustratedly all the way back to where they left the supplies. He wished that he could argue back but he knew he would lose from his past experiences. So he just did what he was told.Whem Tim got back from the supplies, he passed the bottle to Cheryl and she took it with out a word and took a deep gulp from it.
"Ah..You know Tim.."
"Whoop..Whoop"
Cheryl froze mid sentence as the heard that sound.All three hunters turned towards the same direction. Tim saw a small figure above the mountains coming closer by the second.
"It's here",said Tim with a tremble in his voice.
All three hunters ran behind this large rock.
"Remember the plan?",whispered Louis.
"Of course", replied Cheryl. Timothy sat there without a word more nervous than he had ever been. Louis took a peek around the side of the rock.
"It's almost here"
Timothy sat there shaking in fear. Irritated, Louis said, "look Timothy it's too late to back out now and if you keep feeling so scared you'll never be able to fight it now take the rope and pull only when i tell you to. Got it?"
A little more assured timothy stopped trembling. Suddenly the floor shook and a loud thud could be heard, followed by a ear splitting roar. Fatalis, the black dragon had landed.
Cheryl grinned and pulled out an arrow. Timothy held the rope with a grim determination.
"It's time, get ready", said Louis and he leapt over the rock and charged towards Fatalis

Monday, March 31, 2008

I was blog hopping recently u know what's the part of other people's blog that i hate the most? The tagbox or maybe the vist counters makes me feel so pathetic about my blog no one comes or at least tags maybe my posts are not emo enough. Even those i consider frens don't tag too, kind of makes me want to question their friendship. I was kind of thinking about my friends. I don even if i should consider them my friends. I don really need friends or maybe i don really want them.Why? I have never been given priority. i don't have a 'best friend'. My so called closest friend is a traitor. Well that generally summarises why i don't need friends. I'm not against the concept of friends i just don't need/want them. They cause me more pain then joy. You may say friends provide comfort, support, companionship well i've never truely recieved any of these. I feel tat my "friends" jus need me for something not cause they like my company. Honestly i think that people gt lots of tags cause they crap about how bad their life is n there will always be people that come by n say "cheer up" etc then i go look n at the post n usually i'll b like big deal. One example i saw someone's blog praising someone about her 'continuing life after set back' i'm honestly thinking big deal it's just ONE u noe how many i have. Still who cares life sucks. If your reading this tag my blog i don't care if your cursing me or whatever jus tag.