I Need Someone To Hold T.T

Todae

Gave up trying to edit e previous blogskin -.- anw didn't do much todae. Slacked alot.

Thoughts

Felt really lonely in the morning. I miss her. -.- As usual. I wish i could just call n talk to her but i don reallt have excuse. N i can't sae "i just wanted to talk to eu" cos my mind was abit blank todae n i wouldn't have anything to talk bout...-.- Then again it's highly likely she'll do all the talking. But i doubt she'll want to talk to mi anwway. I was looking back at my old posts, i feel really stupid. The way i write seems lyk a sec 1. Ah well can't do anything bout it. Anw most of the time i blog is when i'm emo, I find tat it's cos i got no one to turn to. No one i can just bother in the middle of the night to talk to cos i'm feeling lonely. It kinda sux but i'm used to it. I miss the time when i was with my x. It was fun. But...i wasn't meant to be...It hurt so much 4 mi to end it but i jus had to. Nonetheless i miss the times when i had someone i could care for tat much...Is it so wrong to want to be in a relationship? okay i don noe y i just asked myself tat. No one really condemned mi about it. Nvm it fits the "emo" mood -.- Zzz i really lyk her. But she'll nvr lyk mi. No one did (almost). Tis just another one of times. Ah well i'm used to rejection. Used to the pain. It sux. N it'll hurt. But i'm used to it.