I Hate Everything

Y the hell does life have to be so unfair? Y did i have to be so pathetic? F*** it... Y in the world do i like her anw?...Wth is wrong wif mi? I hate myself. I hate everything. Esp tat guy. I F***ing hate him. Blind idiot...doesn't c wat he has...Her heart....Wadever...Doesn't make a diff to me...I'll nvr have it anw. Whether he sees it or not...She'll nvr like someone as pathetic as mi....Y was i so damned stupid to think thr was even a small little chance?....F***.....