I Miss U

Zzz. I suck...I'm feeling rly pathetic nw....Pls avoid mi cos may become vry tempremental n write a vry negative post...so pls read wif discretion... Haix...I'm guessing u dun rly wanna go out wif mi. Tat's y eu keep comin up wif excuses. Can u jus tell mi so n not beat around e bush?.....K i'm jus assuming tat...I noe it's not true...I hope...But i jus can't help but feel so....Haix...Or maybe u dun rly want to but u being sch a nice person feels obliged to go out wif mi once but don't rly look 4ward to it...Tat's a possibility...But i shldn't assume so.....But still....Haix...Knowing you, u'll tag putting something u think is encouraging but i'll still stay emo cos it's not wat i rly wanna hear...either tat or u'll not tag at all cos ur too busy goin out wif other friends to come online but i'll still feel rly sad tat u didn't tag despite know thr was a valid reaso. c i'm so smart -.- it's just a guess. dun say i putting words in ur mouth. or maybe u jus won tag at all cos u dun noe wad to say. shld tat come true, i'll feel even more emo seeing tat u didn't tag -.-...it's nice to know my immediate future is so bleak seeing tat all three options leaves mi feeling rly sadd =_=... lol. hopefully thr's 4th option whr by i get happy =)...i hope....-.-


BTW PPL I'M GONNA PUT MY BLOG AS PRIVATE SO IF U WANNA READ, PLS TAG/TELL ME IN SOME WAY. THIS IS DONE SO TAT I NOE WHO READING EVEN THO NO ONE TAGS THANK YOU