My Mind's In A Daze

Haix...so many things have happened these few days. Some gd, some nt so gd...Tues was damn suay. So many bad things happen to mi -.-. eg. spilled something in my bag n dirty everything inside, wan to send someone home get off on wrong stop. -.- when go back cannot find e person n feel like an idiot. haix.... Wed, silvia went back to myanmar T.T will miss u gurl. I went wif a few others to go see her off. waah evelyn, melissa n faunia came super late. almost didn't make it. Haix. I starting to regret goin to jc...won be able to c someone....well some day can bah if jc ends early...haix....y is it everytime i ask u out ur busy? mus be a coincedence...still..do u even want to go out wif mi in e 1st place?...i bet if tat guy asked u ou on valentines day u would have jumped on e opportunity rite. hmm...when i mention "tat guy" i suddenl think of something rly funny concerning silvia. lolz. anw back to e topic. u will rite? haix...any1 ever wish u were born as someone else? some btr then the pathetic person u are nw? i do....always....y can't i have wat tat guy has? y can't i be more charming instead of being such a loser?....y can't i be sweeter instead of being so blur...okay i can think of a really corny way to anws tat -.-...haix this isn't helpin...i mus think positive thoughts....i mus think positive thoughts...i mus think positive thoughts....
I'm screwed!! T.T