Todaaee

Short post todae cos can't use com 4 long. Gt back me results. b4 for eng. a2 for Emaths. damn pathetic zzz. had night study. i couldn't really study cos i kept feeling distracted..

Thotts

Just read through someone's blogg amazing how some people can critise themself n put themselves in a btr light. I guess it makes them look humble n honest. But they don't really put the whole story there.

Well i'll put a lil bout myself: I trust no one. I'm irritating. i lie through my teeth easily so nvr trust wat i say no matter how sincre i can seem sometimes. There r onli so many times i will forgive someone. I feel lyk i'm the only one who's in this kind of a situation. I don't trust anyone because my faith was misplaced once. I thought he was my friend. But i'm just a tool to him. Cast aside once of no use. I'll get even one day. I nid someone i can trust. Someone i can dump all my thoughts to. N more importantly tat person must trust me as much as i do. I will do anything for someone whom i deem as a real friend. Unfortuanately no one's up for tat position. I should have tried to find a genuine friend rather then waste my time wif him. ****er.

My table at mac

Todaae

rained lyk crap. parents fetched. how nice.gt back results b4 for phy T.T . Gt C for Amath **** it. After tat went to mac to study wif Jean. Met Rachel n Hui Shan thr. One of the few times i she Hui Shan smile. most of the time i c her in class she gt tis emo/tired look -.- . maybe she gt probs maybe she jus wanna act emo =_=. I find most gurls look alot prettier when they smile. Wadeva don noe why the two of em keep laughing at mi when u teaching a Qn -.- wth. tuition was cancelled. so bused home.

Thots

I'll devote a part to the onli person that tagged mi recently, jean. vry nice friend to have. It's really nice to noe eu have a fellow christian in this somewat condemned enviroment. Anw Jean don't b bother bout wat others do or think maybe ur baised to mi mayb eu jus disagree wif wat she does. but honestly who are we to judge? Let her be. It is mentioned in the bible tat we should be different from the world (or smthing lyk tat) so y bother wat they do? Whether their cowardly or they do things to irritate you just don't bother. Jesus didn't complain when the own people he came down to die for condemned him.

Now to myself i've been feeling someone down recently. Abut dissapointed a bit angry a bit left out. I feel helpless. I really lyk helping people. Now i feel completely useless. Haix. I am really depressed.

Laugh ur guts out

A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans.

So, the husband left Minneapolis and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email.

Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted.

The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen which read:

To: My loving wifeSubject: I've arrived Date: April 6, 2006I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here now and you are allowed to send emails to your loved ones. I've just arrived and have been checked in. I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Looking forward to seeing you then. Hope your journey is as uneventful as mine was.P.S. sure is freaking hot down here!!!!!

E2!!!!

Todaaee

Todae gt back some results fail geog by 0.5, 30 for ss. b4 for physics. I NEED TO BUCK UP!!!! okay anw after tat had night study. i'll die wif out those sessions. as usual camped by myself at one spot. louis terrance n zhong han joined mi 4 awhile. i oso saw tat gurl from e3 i still don noe her name. i think she's kinda hot -.- . nvm. Jus heard the muttons edit disturbia , lyk LOLZ. oso there's one of the dj disturbing some caucasian -.- lolz

Thots

someone told mi she was prayin 4 my "love lyf". i told her not to bother cos it was so screwed up.lolz. anw it gt mi thinking n oso wishing. i was think bout my past experiences. all of them SUCKED. Mayb a bit of happy times once in awhile. i was wondering why i bothered. It's one word, hope. Hope tat i can find someone tat i can be there 4 etc etc (refer to wishes). i guess it's human nature to want these things so much. or mayb it's just how God created mi to be lyk. well there is tat minor adrenaline rush when i'm about to do something stupid etc give roses to a gurl -.- wth. the wish part is quite obvious -.- .

Haha

Label Instructions:
In case you needed further proof that the Human Race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer products:

1. On a blanket from Taiwan - NOT TO BE USED AS PROTECTION FROM A TORNADO.

2. On a helmet mounted mirror used by US cyclists - REMEMBER, OBJECTS IN THE MIRROR ARE ACTUALLY BEHIND YOU.

3. On a Taiwanese shampoo - USE REPEATEDLY FOR SEVERE DAMAGE.

4. On the bottle-top of a (UK) flavoured milk drink - AFTER OPENING, KEEP UPRIGHT.

5. On a New Zealand insect spray - THIS PRODUCT NOT TESTED ON ANIMALS.

6. In a US guide to setting up a new computer - TO AVOID CONDENSATION FORMING, ALLOW THE BOXES TO WARM UP TO ROOM TEMPERATURE BEFORE OPENING. (Sensible, but the instruction was INSIDE the box.)

7. On a Japanese product used to relieve painful hemorrhoids - LIE DOWN ON BED AND INSERT POSCOOL SLOWLY UP TO THE PROJECTED PORTION LIKE A SWORD-GUARD INTO ANAL DUCT. WHILE INSERTING POSCOOL FOR APPROXIMATELY 5 MINUTES, KEEP QUIET.

8. In some countries, on the bottom of Coke bottles - OPEN OTHER END.

9. On a packet of Sunmaid raisins - WHY NOT TRY TOSSING OVER YOUR FAVOURITE BREAKFAST CEREAL?

10. On a Sears hairdryer - DO NOT USE WHILE SLEEPING.

11. On a bag of Fritos - YOU COULD BE A WINNER! NO PURCHASE NECESSARY. DETAILS INSIDE. (The shoplifter special!)

12. On a bar of Dial soap - DIRECTIONS - USE LIKE REGULAR SOAP. (And that would be how?)

13. On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom of the box) - DO NOT TURN UPSIDE DOWN. (Too late! You lose!)

14. On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding - PRODUCT WILL BE HOT AFTER HEATING. (Are you sure? Let's experiment.)

15. On a Korean kitchen knife - WARNING: KEEP OUT OF CHILDREN. (Dammit! Who are they to tell me what to do with my kids?)

16. On a string of Chinese-made Christmas lights - FOR INDOOR OR OUTDOOR USE ONLY. (As opposed to use in outer space?)

17. On a Japanese food processor - NOT TO BE USED FOR THE OTHER USE. (Now I'm curious.)

18. On Sainsbury's peanuts - WARNING - CONTAINS NUTS. (Really? Peanuts contain nuts?)

19. On an American Airlines packet of nuts INSTRUCTIONS - OPEN PACKET, EAT NUTS. (I'm glad they cleared that up.)

20. On a Swedish chainsaw - DO NOT ATTEMPT TO STOP CHAIN WITH YOUR HANDS OR GENITALS. (What kind of consumer phone-call led to this warning?)

21. On a child's superman costume - WEARING OF THIS GARMENT DOES NOT ENABLE YOU TO FLY. (That's right, destroy a universal childhood fantasy!)

22. On some frozen dinners: SERVING SUGGESTION: DEFROST.

23. On a hotel provided shower cap in a box: FITS ONE HEAD.

24. On packaging for a Rowenta iron: DO NOT IRON CLOTHES ON BODY.

25. On Boot's "Children's" cough medicine: DO NOT DRIVE CAR OR OPERATE MACHINERY.

26. On Nightly sleep aid: WARNING: MAY CAUSE DROWSINESS. (Duh!)

Todaaee
no pic todae cos i haven't found any nice places to take a sunset T.T. well todae had sch. went thr onli gt 7 ppl in our class -.- had exam did for 20 min slept 40 min. was thinking bout my death. didn't seem so bad. i've always tot lyf was a joke n death's the punch line. anw after tat met louis 4 breakfast then went his houe n owned a poor "shen gao ren" on MHF2. after tat went home showered went to zhen hua 4 Clb oral exam. then when got on e bus, i realised i 4gt my entry proof after 3 stop -.- ****. ran all theway home to get it n ran to zhen hua cos the bus would take too long. by the time reach there my shirt was soaked wif sweat -.- . my oral was screwed up 25% of my conv had english. wth. then went to bpp wif tim n cheiw ming n murdered an akantor. after tat went tution. yups. tat bout it todae.
Quiz
aung htet wanted mi to do it so here it is -.-

1) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4-"the cops. they'll never expect drifting on a night like tonight."

2) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?-an unused sofa cover -.-

3) Before you started this survey, what were you doing?- blog hopping

4) What is the last thing you watched on TV?- pirtates of e carribian =P

5) Without looking, guess what time it is it?- 11.10?

6) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?- 11.o4 =)

7) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?- my radio,98.7

8) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?- earlier todae to go 4 exam -.-

9) Did you dream last night?- ...erm.. don remember

10) Do you remember your dreams?- occasionally

11) When did you last laugh?- 2 min ago

12) Do you remember why / at what?- cos of e dj one radio. retarded guys lolz

13) What is on the walls of the room you are in?- toys loads of em'

14) Seen anything weird lately?- hmm oh yar tis drunk guy outide mac shouting obscene stuff LOLZ

15) What do you think of this quiz?- ranodm n stupid

16) What is the last film you saw?- bangkok dangerous. it sux

17) If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?- the carribean. or anw wif crystal clear beach waters =)

18) If you became a multi-billionaire overnight, what would you buy?- clothes i'll go on a freaking shopping spree woohoo -.-

19) Tell me something about you that most people don't know.- i was named after a town in belgium. the place my parents first met. -.- google my name n u'll c lolz

20) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or
politics, what would you do?- i would make christianity allowed n for it to be preached anywhere. praise the Lord =D

21) Do you like to dance?-kind of

22) Would you ever consider living abroad?- yes, to study in a U.

23) Does your name make any interesting anagrams?- not sure nvr tot about it

24) Who made the last incoming call on your phone?-timothy -.-

25) What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?- check yes juliet by we the kings =)

26) Last time you swam in a pool?-... last year?

27) Type of music you like most?- hmm kinda random

28) Type of music you dislike most?- ...don have much

29) Are you listening to music right now?- yes

30) What color is your bedroom carpet?- don have 1 my floor's wooden

31) If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?- nothing my house owns

32) What was the last thing you bought?- seasons apple tea on the way home from tution

33) Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?- yes, when i was 5 -.-

HaHa

A Captain in the foreign legion was transferred to a desert outpost. On his orientation tour he noticed a very old, seedy looking camel tied out back of the enlisted mens barracks. He asked the Sergeant leading the tour, "What's the camel for?".

The Sergeant replied "Well sir it's a long way from anywhere, and the men have natural sexual urges, so when they do, uh, we have the camel."
The captain said "Well if it's good for moral, then I guess it's all right with me."

After he had been at the fort for about 6 months the captain could not stand it any more so he told his Sergeant, "BRING IN THE CAMEL!!!" The sarge shrugged his shoulders and led the camel into the captains quarters.

The captain got a foot stool & proceeded to have vigorous sex with the camel. As he stepped, satisfied,down from the stool, and was buttoning his pants he asked the Sergeant, "Is that how the enlisted men do it?"

The Sergeant replied, "Well sir, they usually just use it to ride into town."

Quote by bush(it's real)
"Our enemies are innovative and resourceful, and so are we. They never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we." - Washington, D.C., Aug. 5, 2004

todaae n yesterdaae
i don noe y i bother bloggin no 1 reads anw -.- haixx. i feel damn bored now. maybe should go flame some blog. hmm sounds fun -.-. anw yesterdae nothing much happened went out wif my family to some park then had dinner a some over restaurant wif over priced food. then todae had some major clean up of my house.

my thots
I just realised how many real friends o have. how many i can actually count on. how many i completely trust. none. i kinda lyk it like tat. no one who can betray me. no one who can hurt me. well people can betray me but it won't b as bad as some one eu trust. same 4 being hurt. wat benefit do true friends have tat can outweight tis? someone who eu can count? i trust myself the most. no one can help mi tat unselfishly. someone who can keep my secrets? wat's the point. i rather keep them all to myself. someone who i can talk to when i'm lonely? i'd rather talk to a wall or blog. y do we need real friends anw? maybe a few here n there so i don completely lose touch wif the world other then tat y bother? anw jus read through's abi's blog LOL damn entertaining. nid to thank her brightened up my dull night =P. Ty abi. haix those poor naive n dumb people . ah well. blessed is the fool. =/

HaHa
A little girl and her mother were out and about.

Out of the blue, the girl asked her mother, "Mommy, How old are you?"

The mother responded, "Honey, women don't talk about their age. You'll learn this as you get older."

The girl then asked, "Mommy, how much do you weigh?" Her mother responded again, "That's another thing women don't talk about. You'll learn this, too, as you grow up."

The girl, still wanting to know about her mother, then fired off another question, "Mommy, why did you and Daddy get a divorce?"

The mother, a little annoyed by the questions, responded, "Honey, that is a subject that hurts me very much, and I don't want to talk about it now."

The little girl, frustrated, sulked until she was dropped off at a friend's house to play. She consulted with her girlfriend about her and her mother's conversation.

The girlfriend said, "All you have to do is sneak a look at your mother's driver's license. It's just a like a report card from school. It tells you everything."

Later, the little girl and her mother were out and about again. The little girl started off with, "Mommy, Mommy, I know how old you are. I know how old you are. You're 32 years old."

The mother was very shocked. She asked, "Sweetheart, how do you know that?" The little girl shrugged and said, "I just know. And I know how much you weigh. You weigh 130 pounds."

"Where did you learn that?" The little girl said, "I just know.

And I know why you and Daddy got a divorce. You got an 'F' in sex."

Todaae

took tis pic on e way to my tuition teacher's house.for a second i tot i could c a star in the background when i looked back i disappeared =/. ah well. anw i was readin through some peoples blogs vry entertaining some blog they contradict themselves some blogs show someone who's had a bad dae which sometimes happen to b funny to an onlooker. some r..well..jus funny

Anw i had my Amaths paper todae. gt owned -.- went to plae dota wif tim got owned again -.- my lyf sux. haix sometimes i jus seem to lyk lookin 4 trouble =/. zzz. i feel lyk putin another emo post but i really can't think of anything. haiix i guess i'm a lil too sleepy to crap tat much -.- cya all thx 4 taggin it means a lot. whether negative or positive. well positive's btr, but i don really mind other kind. lyk...constructive criticism. yar. ZzZzZzZ

HaHa

Applying for a Job at the CIA


A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there's a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position. After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available.
The day came for the final test to see which peson would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow our instructions whatever the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The man looked horrified and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my wife!" "Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the right man for this job then."
So they brought the second man to the same door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances," they explained to the second man. "Inside you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The second man looked a bit shocked, but nevertheless took the gun and went in the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes; then the door opened. The man came out of the room with tears in his eyes. "I tried to shoot her; I just couldn't pull the trigger and shoot my wife. I guess I'm not the right man for the job."
"No," the CIA man replied, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home."
Now they only had the woman left to test. They led her to the same door to the same room and handed her the same gun. "We must be sure that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances; this is your final test. Inside you will find your husband sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill him." The woman took the gun and opened the door. Before the door even closed all the way, the CIA men heard the gun start firing, one shot after another for 13 shots. Then all hell broke loose in the room. They heard screaming, rashing, and banging on the walls. This went on for several minutes; then all went quiet.
The door opened slowly, and there stood the woman. She wiped the sweat from her brow and said, "You guys didn't tell me the gun was loaded with blanks. I had to beat the son of a bitch to death with the chair!"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGvR0UemZIw

found tis pic on e com lolz zzz couldn't post yesterdae cos wasn't allowed to use com -.- anw will post bout yesterdae 1st


yesterdae

had two papers yesterdae,Amaths n Eng. was okay. after tat gt damn pissed. cos of some bloody jerk. 2 twice. 1st time: leaving sch js ignore mi *****r. after i left sch i went to hang out wif derrick zhong han terrence n a few others. then we went to wacth bangkok dangerous was an okay show endin kinda sux. after tat saw him again. then he jus sae hi then act blurr. as if he can't c i'm damned pissed. bloody jerk eu think i wad ur dog ah? onli when all ur other friends ps eu then come find mi? or eu expect mi to come find eu everytime as if ur so important? even so eu choose them over mi. *****r.went home gt pissed again cos of my parents cos they don wan mi use com nvm they mean well 4 mi nt lyk some people.



todaae



had Emaths heng managed to finish mi paper. went louis house to plae mh owned some stuff then on e way to somewhere i saw him felt damn pissed. after tat went 4 night class . there were more people then tues. after tat bused home if pyx yups tat it

the moon from our sch

todae was a loong dae -.- anw E-maths was good i let my compass to e gurl (don noe e name =X) sitting nxt to mi. i spent half the exam tryin to tell her i kicked under her table liao then when i finally gave up the she notice it -.- anw had chem after tat then i suddenly felt vry lonely after bout 1hour 15min -.- my entire class leave then onli gt 7 ppl left -.- anw then when to yew tee wif wy n eugene then they bought cards then we crapped 4 awhile then went to buy lunch from pasa malam (is it spelt correctly? o.O) anw then eugene went home n wy dragged mi to mac. bloody loser. either eu choose mi or her damned friends okay? i'm ****ing sick n tired of em. n to some other ****h wat the hell does it have to do wif eu if i put ice-cream on top of his huh? anw other thing at mac i saw tat gurl again n some one playin patapon on tat table couldn't help lookin n laffing to myself noob-.-. anw back to cursin. as if it a really big decision. tat he has to lyk sacrifice alot for mi. *****r. as if i've done nothing 4 him. anw wat has he done anw? oh yar stabbed mi in the back once damned SoB. the people i make friends wif. -.- . anw to less destructive thots. i went 4 night study. i cover quite a lot although nt so many ppl went todae:

sch at 6.45

sch at 7.45

sch at 8.45

after tat came home zzz

random cute pics lolz

lolz found tat pic on my com. damn cute. i feel lyk spamming my blog wif pon n zi but nah anw went to sch as usual but would have been late if not for the rain. thank You Lord =) anw had my Amaths n geo paper T.T screwed em' up there goes my A1 T.T. wen yew said something but i can't confirm it =/ sadd anw after tat went to mac to study wif jeanell n rachel lyk lolz quite fun at 1st then suddenly tot but something which a ring reminded mi of...suddenly felt emo n a longing 4 some1..nvm i'm so over tat...anw felt btr after awhile. i had three ice-cream zzz no more $$ T.T



two mcflurrys n a fudge sundae =P



ice-cream, btr then drugs lolz -.- anw i went to my cousin's house. i felt kinda unmotivated b4 than then cheered up =D nthing much happened after tat zzz

pls hate me, world

for a moment i tot i best to apologise but nah. i prefer things tis way. especially after reading some stuff i can finally tell myself some people jus aren't mature enuf 4 mi to care bout. some people just aren't worth it. lollz. anw todae was borin. i feel lyk flaming someone but i jus can't really be bothered wif such immature stuff. eu noe i really lyk it when some1 doubts mi. makes the results seem so much sweeter. anw i'm a lil worried bout my geog =/ nthing much else to sae zzz

another sunset at seletar

it is fun to be disliked by people. well it depends on the people. y? cos when i get my results 4 o-lvls back well c who's the idiots. i find tat it doesn't matter how much people lyk eu in sec sch. it jus 4 years. do people really look back on how well lyked eu are in the future? no, not really it's jus ur o-lvl cert. most of the peple who think i'm a loser will most probablybe the losers in the future. i hope eu guys have fun. anw todae woke up at 12.30pm. so early. yawn. anw went straight 4 tution then went to mac to study wif wen yi n her friend. i can't belive some1 so dumb can get into e5 lol jkjk. then after tat went to bpp to buy sch shoe cos my old 1 is in lyk pieces. n i oso bough a shirt. i lyk shoppin. i onli don have much $$. -.- wat kind of a guy am i? anw was talkin to wen yi bout some1. turns out i've onli had a 1 sided opinion on some1. anw i prefer the otherside of the arguement. which is tat person's a b****. anw some one called me childish. i don really c how. although now tat i think about it, it was childish to argue wif tat person. i can't blame dumb people for having such a narrow point of view. ah well. lyf's lyk tat.

sunset at ...where did i take tis?

Wow someone actually reads my blog tat jus lovely -.- wadeva. anw i sae wat i feel, i curse who i want, tat's mi. wadeva again. anw didn't blog yesterdae cos got home vry late cos of night study. i really lyk goin. really productive. lolz. anw todae sch was as usual. lolz stupid mr loh get suaned 1 time not enuf mus go do it again. lolz as if any1 cares bout wat he saes. after he was done had e oral presentation thing. i couldn't really hear 1 of the presenters. i guess she can't really pronounce words tat well. Who cares anw. anw gt back my Emaths pep exam paper 2. gt 84% so pathetic. zzz geo on mondae. i nid to buck up. oh yar was "arguing" wif mairah bout who was stupider. ah well who gives a damn stupid is stupid who giv a damn bout who stupid eu r. -.-. anw i'm still at a dilemma. **** her again. -.- haven't really much more to talk bout. i'll edit tis post if i remember something.

sunset at seletar

had selfstudy at sch last night. vry productive. todae went mac wif tim. loser still playin monster hunter. o-lvl here but still messin around he really wants to go for Direct Ite Entry -.-. anw todae miss Toh dragged out poor Hao Jie, Brendan n Zhen Xiang even tho their hair so short. -.- . anw had Amaths. daedreamed gt scolded by Mr Chia =/ wat's his prob i've been lyk tat the past two years yet i can score 4 Amaths still wan scold mi. Everything he go thru so easy. mayb i'll pay attension when he does something harder =/. anw slept in chem. nth else happen todae. my lyf borin aint it? haix every hated someone but lyked tat peron at the same time? something's wrong wif mi. **** her. all her damned fault. -.-

sunset in the city

almost overslept todae.. heng sis woke mi up -.-..ZzZzZ todae the evil n overbearing Miss Angela Toh dragged mi n a whole row of innocent guy out jus for the fun of watching pur precious hair get cut off. -.- tat woman is pure evil. thankfully Mr Syamsul cut my hair so not much diff. School was normal. Todae was one of the rare occasion where i do not sleep in class =/. Anw went to Kfc. Yups. She does hate mi. C mi can hear a rather audiable curse. Somemore confirm on blog. Wat's her bloody prob. I go Kfc oso wan scold mi. ****h. It's not lyk i follow her there rite? I was lyk there 1st. Don lk mi go somewhere else lahh. ****er.

"1st" dae of sch. well i can't really call it the first i had to go back everydae of the "holidaes" except fri (i actually was supposed to go but 4 gt =/).the whole class relocated to the 1st floor cos of Aung Htet. Ah well being on top was a bit of a distration and trouble for mi anw. distraction cos of e other classes. trouble cos it's the fourth floor damn troublesome to climb up -.-. anw chased the whole class put durin our chem lolz then had 'open air' learnin outside our class durin physics lolz. 1 more month till the big Os. tryin to concentrate on studies not her -.- **** it. lyf sux.

currently at upper seletar reserviour usin com -.-. my family came here to cycle. i come use laptop -.-. ah well. haix.i've given up on friends. they're all useless. can't be counted upon. hmm went to my grandmother b'dae yesterday. had fun. still couldn't get her out of my head. ****. wat's wrong wif mi. haix.every1 think's they noe best. so who's actually correct? to whom should i listen to? for now it's onli my own idea or God's. i don give a damn wat other people sae. lyf sux. mine anw. i don have any1 i really trust. maybe i'm to cautious. maybe i jus haven't found any1 i can trust watever it is i don have any1 to confide my feelings to. tat really sux. the view here's beautiful. makes mi think of her. ****. zzz there's whole bunch of irritating kids throwing stones in the water.anw nthing much to sae liao. cya

don feel so emo todae =/ nvm it's good...didn't really do much today.had a borin morining then plaed psp after lunch (home-made lagsania =P) patapon n dj max then afterwards goin to my uncle's house to celebrate my grandmother b'dae. haven't seen m cousins in awhile. can finally catch up wif them =D haix she still on my mind...for reasons i do not noe. i seriously wonder y i lyk her so much -.- nvm time will tell so for now...hmm..i don really noe wad to do now -.- zzz nvm..i looked back at my previous posts. most of them were emo -.- i guess bloggin's a good way to relieve stress/frustration/anger or wadever. mayb tat y gt so many emo posts =/

i've confirmed it. friends r useless..mine anw...

2nd post todae...i really gt nothing to do...friends ...wat in the world r the use of em? i can't find any. i look back on my past post n realised tat my "friends" cos more pain then joy. all of them either don care about me or have stabbed mi in the back once. they can't tell if i'm in a bad mood n think i'm being a jerk etc.etc. i hate em all. i hate every1 of em.

Emo post -.-

i hate the world i hate myself i HATE her...why the hell do i have to lyk her so much why hell does she hate me so much? lyf SUX...i hate every thing.. why do i lyk her anyway? i don even really noe. y do i have this really strong attraction to her...tis is so stupid yet i continue to chase her even tho it's meaningless even tho i noe she won't repay my feelings...i contune to bear rejections and embaressment...WHY?...i don have anyone who can understand me...anyone who cares...anyone who's will willing me help me...wat's wif tat gurl anw? why do i find her so special?...why mus all this happen to mi?? why she lyk any1 but mi? why? i'm a totally loser...no will ever lyk mi...love sux...anw i have no friends..real ones anw...no one cares bout mi..

for some reason i find that thing wif her r gettin btr...well somewat btr...haix y do i lyk her so much...onli God noes...ah well don really have much to talk bout i onli crap alot when i'm emo =/

1 of the times i've felt jealous...Along wif a whole lot of other emotions... Sorrow of couse...Despair too...Also hate...Jealous b'cos abi's with another guy... well for was for awhile...But still...He's 18...What the ****... Also despair cos i won't b able to match up wif tat guy...c'mon he's 18..i'm jus some unpopular loser...n i hate that guy...i noe i shouldn't but i hate tat guy...simply 4 existing...What's wrong with me? Am i so detestable? What do i lack? Looks? Charm? Money? Lyf's not worth living...

haix i'm talkin to myself again. Hmmm i'm not sure y i bother wif wen yew. y i'm even friends wif him. i don even lyk him. still i'm there tryin to help him out. i'm not askin 4 reconition or anything. i jus hate to c screwed up relationships. haix. honestly i find wen yew i possesive n easily jealous guy. kay maybe not easily. as far as i noe something happened between them i guessin. amanda must have two-timed him or something. still if she didn't truelly love him she wouldn't begged him to patch back. i doubt wen yew c's tis maybe he does i guess he's very different from mi i hardly get jealous. well tat's wen yew's point of view i think he's lyin bout how big the situation is. Amanda seems to love him alot i doubt she's smart enuf to fake it. still wen yew doesn't trust her in truth i don really either but i don care. why the Hell do i care? Why do i care about them? Screw it i'm not gonna care bout them. My lyf is so screwed up i got no good friends no 1 can talk to n tell wat i really feel bout something.

Heys manda told eu i'll post bout it it's a bit late though. kay firstly i think the problem is tat eu hardly spend anytime wif ur clique try to go out more often organise trips or something lyk tat eu can do it while wen yew has remedial (which is quite often) so tat he doesn't sae tat eu don care him or wateva anyway tue we usually have remedial. anw tat all i thing there is to it. Ur friends aren't to talkin simply b'cos of the lack of time eu guys spend together. Another method is tat eu cry in class n tearfully explian tat ur sad cos ur clique broke up blah blah blah although tat a bit drastic =/. lolz anw tat's all i can think of if spendin time wif them doesn't work tell mi i'll try to think of something else. cya

note tat i'll be cancellin ur entry tmr =p anw
Wad to do when WY ignores eu n eu freak out n panic:
lolz anw don worry too much bout it after awhile he'll get bored n start talkin to eu again the thing is jus keep msging him try not to pressure him to talk to eu jus lyk let him noe ur there 4 him when he nids cos he may not always be in the mood to talk to eu oso eu mayb callin n msgin so much it's startin to get on his nerves so if ur lonely jus go call myirah or someone n talk to tat person. Also ask if eu can call don jus msg n wait 4 him to call if eu really wan to talk to him cos bein the classic kiasu s'porean he doesn't wan to pay to much 4 his fone bill. If eu think he's ignorin eu send a few msgs don demand 4 him to reply jus pretend ur talkin to a wall talk bout random things or jus send a random ily/imy/iny/wadeva mushy stuff eu lyk. Generally tat all if eu really think he's angry (angry not ignorin) call mi n i'll c if i can call him (try not to call to early =X) tat bout it.

since no 1 comes to my blog no harm makin it private...i guess it helps to talk to myself...only people i trust will be readin tis blog so i guess there's no harm in puttin names n secrets...i'm at a total loss of wad to do wif abigail...i love her...her uniqueness...her demeanor...i guess love's strong word but i don noe wad else i can use to describe wat i feel...maybe she's happy being single so maybe i shouldn't chase her..or maybe there's someone elses who has her heart...tat's wad matters rite? tat the person u love is happy...so y do i feel so sad?...noeing tat she'll nvr be wif me even if she's happy...i guess i'm being selfish...but isn't it okay to be selfish sometimes?...still wad's the point...even if i wan to be selfish she'll nvr feel the same way i feel about her...so no harm lying to myself...tat i'm being conciderate by not chasin her...although it is wad matters...tat she is happy...all tat matters is tat she's smiling..besides wad can i offer tat can make her happy?...i'm jus some useless guy wif nothing special...i've got nothing...i'm not good lookin..i'm not charming...i'm not smart...i've got nothing tat will make her or any1 lyk me...i've got nothing...i'm i so unworthy tat she won even reject me properly instead of jus ignoring wad i do?...

1st time i've update in a damned month. todae i had i eng paper 2 4 prep exam i think i did quite well, after sch sucked. wasted my time damned time. i hate those people who don't sae wat they feel but instead lyk lead people around in circle frustating them. hmmm mus b fun 4 them i guess. of yar another group is those people whom eu trust which eu really shouldn't trust. bunch of losers. friend those whom i thought were friends really aren't. they can't be bothered when i friends in trouble or upset or distressed. who don't noe what they really need. who don't boher helping them as much as possible but rather lie to pretend that their doing a really big n important job. wat a bunch of assholes. doesn't really matter i've given up trying. still i wonder why i even wanted to do something for someone who so clearly detests wat i'm doin. haix my lyf is filled wif troubles lyk everyone else, mayb less then some more probably more then most. put ur self in my shoes n mayb u'll understand.

sch started =P lolz zzz odae had lessons as usual slept through most ZzZzZ then after tat went lan bumped into WY Eugene n Amanda lolz so coincedental then went lan plaed went home zzz haix i gt nothin to blog bout so i went to find some other random stuff:
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart,she still feels it whenu run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,she is not at all fine.(duh!)
When a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are sowonderful.When a girl lays her head on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, "no one in this world can miss you more than that
When a girl is mean to you after a break up she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever

wah long time nvr post todae had cip at library it was the jurong 1 haix was damn tirin but quite fun hehheh whole tym disturbing tim well the cip had it's fun moments but mostly was damn borin haix then i bought tis pouch fer 7 buck for my psp i tink i gt ripped off the pouch doesn't fit my psp properly n oso so x ZzZzZzZ T.T lolz well nthing much else oh yar sch startin soon have done phy geo n eng cos i lost them zzz anw ps tag b4 u leave thx T.T

99 facts bout guys for gurls

auganother thing i found while goin through the internet lolz i bet the gurls readin tis will be really interested bout the part bout guys lolz
are my comments
1.Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
2.Guys hate other flirts.
3.Guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards. (not really true)
4.When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5.Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6.Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7.When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
uys go crazy over a girl's smile.
8.Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
9.Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
10.When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
11.Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
12.Guys cry!!!
13.Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
14.Guys can never dream and hope too much.
15.Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
16.When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
17.Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
18.Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands(not really crazy...like would be a better word)
19.Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl 20.they really like.
21.When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22.When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow". (=P)
23.You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24.Guys hate gays!
25.Guys love their moms.
26.A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses. (been there done tat)
27.A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28.You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29.If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does. (not really sure wat tis means)
30.Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can. (lolz)
31.Girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32.Guys are very open about themselves.
33.It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34.No guy is bad when he is courting
35.Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.(not true fer me i don mind if a go ut wif a white shirt n com back wif i black 1 =p)
36.Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37.Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38.If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.(very true).
39.A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. (very very true)
40.A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else. (o.O)
41.Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. (sometimes)
42.Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43.Guys virtually brag about anything.
44.Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them. (so not true)
45.Guys think too much. (i think too little -.-)
46.Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47.Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!(not really true).
48.Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive.
49.When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl. (Lolz)
50.It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more. (same fer gurls..i tink..)
51.You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52.A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up. (wow tis means i'm really mature =p)
53.When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54.Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55.Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed cats with their girlfriends.(Lolz)
56.When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57.When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"(usually)
59.Guys don't really have final decisions. (T.T)
60.When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him it's very important.(so true)
62.If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63.Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64.Guys like femininity not feebleness. (really true =P)
65.Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. (o.o)
66.A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67.A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68.Guys love girls who can cook or bake. (we love u regardless)
69.Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!......(true but only wen the guys are ready 2 be settled down.)
70.A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71.A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72.Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73.Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised. ( =) )
74.Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys. (=P)
75.Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls. (totally)
76.Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well. (=P)
77.Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them ore.
78.When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79.Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80.Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81.Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82.Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83.Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84.When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85.When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things. (o.O)
86.When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed by you or he's criticizing you.
87.When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88.If a guy lets you go, he really loves you. (T.T)
89.If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90.Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91.You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92.If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93.When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94.You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95.Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.(not really true)
96.Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97.If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98.Guys hate girls who overreact.
99.Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

wah long nvr blog been so busy oso didn't have access to internet =X thx to all who tagged =D btw htet wat eu mean? o.O haix anw nthing much goin on in my life now well i went fer my church's youth/bb camp which was a combined camp between the youth ministry in my church was really fun but tiring too:
1st dae of camp
nothing much happen todae jus went on ferry go the 1 star hotel -.- then had some ice-breaker games which i hd to come up with fer my group zzz my group so irritating zzz bein ATL sux anw had i nice dinner
2nd dae of camp
we did a fun fair for lyk 300 kids their lyk my age n their so happy jus play a bunch of really really lame games haix there are times i wish my life was as simple as their's
3rd dae
same thing except fer a thousand people T.T
4th dae
i staye up the whole night then slept no the stairs with some friends cos my room mate was sleepin n i was locked out -.- after tat jus went back to s'pore
well tat's a summary of wat happened byes zzz

won b bloggin fer the nxt few daes although i have even been blogin recently hmmm todae nothin worth talkin bout happened now for something no one except one person will noe bout =P lolz: i was jokkin bout the msg i sent(the one after the msg bout eu psing me) but ur reply hurt) okay tat was emo lolz hmmm nthing else much i'll put up something nicer lyk nxt week if i find it kays bye

45 things girls want but don't ask for

jus wanted to dedicate tis pos to all guys so eu noe wat do =P n oso to daryl who lyked the previous thing
45 things:
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friendstogether.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love hermorethan you, deny it. Fight backand hug her tight so she can'tget to her friends, it makes herfeel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love youwhenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around thewaist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful
.20. Tell her the way you feel abouther.
One last thing you need to do to showher you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her tohercar- it makes her feel protected,plus it never hurts to act like agentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is somethingwrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girlsyou know !!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKEAND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. Don't lie to HER.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a goodday at work {or school}, and howmuch you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever sheneeds you, & even when shedoesn'tneed you, just be there soshe'llknow that she can ALWAYS count onyou.
AR E YOU STILL READING THIS? YOUBETTERBECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!
31. Hold her close when she'scold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her closeand kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it willgive her the hint that you want tokiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your armaround her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're angry. If shes upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOUAREWITH HER NEXT
36. When people TEASE her, stand upforher.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tellher you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and puther head on your chest so she canlisten to the steady beat of yourheart. Link your fingers togetherwhile you whisper to her as sherests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each othergrab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in yourarms as long as possible.
MAK E SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wishher SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries andwipeaway her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much youloveher.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needsjust a little bit more love

=P

haixzzzz don noe wat to do bout mi dae was borin so eu don nid to noe mi mind's kinda blank now so nothing to talk bout tat haix a part of mi is missin i don noe if i'll ever get it back zzz

i wish things didn't have to turn out tis way it's not tat i don't want to it's tat i can't...pls don talk to mi again it hurt's way too much...i'm sorry...i did love you wif all my heart i wish i still could...but i can't i just can't...i noe you'll understand and you'll get over me soon...just forget me n throw away all those things i gave you...goodbye qingye

perfect bf

i waz goin through some stuff when i came across tis i wish i some dae could b lyk tat =P:
When she walks away from you[ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit you[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you[ smile to her ]
When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst[ tell her you love her and she stilllooks amazing ]
When you see her start crying[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking[ give her a wide SMILE ]
When she's scared[assure her you're not goin to leaveher ]
When she lays her head on yourshoulder[ tilt your head too..and hold herhand ]
When she steals your favorite thing[ let her keep it ]
When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything isokay ]
When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you[ she really does more than you couldunderstand ]
When she grabs at your hands[ Hold hers and play with herfingers ]
When she bumps into you[ bump into her back and make herlaugh ]
When she tells you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you[ she's hurting inside ]
WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART[ THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY ]
When she says its over[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even ifshes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight anddon'tlet go
- When she says she's ok dont believeit, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll rememberyou:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthdayto tell her you love her
- Call her on special occasion
- Treat her like she's all that mattersto you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she'ssick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her orher favorite show even if you think itsstupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang outwith her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, thefirst thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

due to someone tellin mi to blo again i will todae nthing much happened went church kill 3 g-ranked tigrex on mh2 freedom wif kit mun then went suntec mi dad bought a laptop from vio cos gt some discount then i had to carry around e whole suntec zzz his laptop nt mine mah y i carry zzz anyway after tat went carefour buy stuff then went home zzz borin huh?

my blog is dead so **** off i'm sick of tis blog i'm sick of everything

haix todae so sad belvina left 4 aus. i didn't noe her tat well but the lack of her presence is definately vry noticeable especially since it's gonna b so much quiter...haix anyway tution waz cancelled went to youth then went to meet wif my darling hiax she waz sick T.T anyways walk her home then went home n gt scolded by my dad. IT'S NOT UR FAULT k?

today's a happy n troublesome dae if eu notice something in my profile change yar go check anywayz todae sch end early then went west mall buy smthing n go lan wif tim cos i promise him to go after tat i go take 170 to meet my cute friend at causeway point i ended up there except gt no point yar hiax lynette go tell take 170 i happy happy go take i ended up at e causeway heng i nvr accidentatly go jb haix then i had to explian my situation to lyk 5 different policemen so paishe zzz i even had to go through immigation n check my bag zzz anyway it's ok lynette i don blame eu waz qutie fun lolz then after tat go meet my cute friend =p although waz a little late (sry) then after tat did some really lame things then went back to sch n gt of on wring stop i so stupid i saw a bukit then immediately gt off zzz was bukit gombak nt bukit batok zzz so after tat gt on nxt train n chiong to sch end up the thing oso start so late zzz then after tat speech dae was quite me n louis make so many lame joke laugh until i headache then after tat went home chat wif her for awhile on e way home stupid wy come extra zzz tat's bout it ah

haix i feel so happy yet so frustrated...frustrated cos of sch stupid pe go gym come out injured T.T cos hao jie n i go n try o mess around n practise replay on the tread mill he get off at at speed 16 (max) n i jump rite on of course fall ah heng a grab on to the handle bar n louis n hao jie ctach me if not i fall face first into the tread mill n become lyk the noodle store the bak chor zzz anywayz happy cos of my Hp n the person on the other end =P if ur reading tis i trust eu kay? sighhh life is so fun =)

zzz

haiz i've been a bad mood todae sry to all those that i've been rather 'bitchy' to(i can't find another word to replace tat zzz) well i've no idea y i've been lyk tat maybe i jus got up on the wrong side of the bed sianz anyway had a boring dae at sch as usual did some lame stuff in e4 during self study after tat went to find amanda cause wy call me go find her to bring her to west mall to cause she wanted to buy flowwer fer her mom's birthdae anywayz she had nafa test n i waited damn long so i gt really irritated n started doin all kinds of random stuff zzz anyway after tat went to buy something then when i n wy was leaving he sort of pulled me to behind a pillar i tot he wanted me to stay there then i jus waited there as he went off i waz lyk wondering wat he waz doin actually he didn't want to lyk stay there n was wondering where i went of to how stupid waz tat zzz =_=

had a tiring day starting to feel the stress of being a sec 4 i can't seem to be able to concentrate in class even though i sleep so early zzz... well yesterdae didn't do much after sch went wif wen yew to jurong point to meet his senior to get some form for something for bb. at least?! wat u mean at least? tis kind of fren... anyway todae after sch stoned wif wy at some blk waiting fer some one i played Tekken while he slept then after tat go to some blk n do all kind of lame stuff wif a whole bunch if sec 2s from npcc then went home zzz i'm strating to doubt my friends i noe their busy but it's not lyk i'm not busy but yet i try to help them so much still i don really recieve mch back honestly i'm not too bother if u guys r busy but at least try a little harder n ake a little initiative anyway there won be a story tis week cos i'm too lazy

i baaaaaaaaaack haven't done much fri pon table tennis when out side sch e bucnh of gurls (perlyn,carlyn,irene, n erm... someone else which i 4gt the name) from 2e3 come disturb me bout buying a 1.5 l bottle of drink e other dae so i really went n bought one then go disturb me bout wearing a jacket e other dae they keeep askin me where it waz fine i'll bring it mondae howz tat then said something bout a mrs lee or something lyk tat i didn't really catch it sianz the go plae dota owned wif centuar zzz todae went youth had tution my sis gt a grand piano zzz well on to my compo a continuation of e previous one

His heart was racing, palms sweating and his long sword griped tightly in his hands as he charge towards the great dragon. Thoughts ran through Louis' head. Thoughts of grief, thoughts of agony ,thoughts of fury all of which had been caused by this cursed beast. Actually the reason why Louis wanted this creature dead was not for the reward of the fame but for revenge, revenge for what it did to him 20 years ago...

It was a warm ,breezy night in the small town of Kokoto. Louis was in his bed as his mother read him a bed night story.

"And they lived happily ever after. The end."

"Mom why do these stories always end happily ever after?"

"Erm..Well..Just go to sleep", Louis' mother said somewhat irritatedly and gave him a kiss before leaving the bedroom. Louis closed his eyes pondering over the question but gave up deciding it was not really worth the effort.

Louis woke with a start as he heard a shrill scream outside his house .He noticed light coming through the window, he was sure that it was still night as e looked out the window he saw half the town ablaze and a large shape masked by the shadows in the distance. As Louis stared in shock and amazement the shape shot out a breath of fire during of which Louis caught a glimpse of the beast, an image he'll never forget. Suddenly the door burst open and his mother came running in.

"Louis! Get up and follow me now!"

"What is it Mom?"

"Just follow me" said Louis' mother with an obvious panic in her voice

Louis knew better than to disobey at a time like this and followed closely behind his mother.His mother lead him to their cellar and placed him in there.

"Louis don't leave this place you hear me? I'm going to get your brother."

That was the last time he ever saw her.

Fatalis

ok so not that many people tag if i act emo sad... anyway I'm now gonna use my blog to practise my compos please feed back on them please:

The night was still, there was an eerie silence. The valley was lit by nothing but moon light, mountains loomed ominously in the distance.
"Are you sure we should do this?"
"Why not? Imagine the glory if we succeed. Besides can't you keep quite for a moment Tim? I'm trying to concentrate here"
"But we could DIE Louis."
"Arg. I didn't tell you to come along you volunteered now if you don't shut up i won't be able to complete the trap and we WILL die."
"But.."
"Either shut up or go home!"
Timothy walked of frustrated wishing that he never volunteered for this. He considered trying to convince Cheryl of the folly of this trip but decided not, knowing that she would be even more frustrated than Louis.Sighing he lay down on the grass star gazing for awhile until he heard Cheryl call for him knowing better than to ignore her, he went over to her.
"Tim get me a drink from the supplies"
"But.."
"But what?"
"Nothing"
Timothy stormed frustratedly all the way back to where they left the supplies. He wished that he could argue back but he knew he would lose from his past experiences. So he just did what he was told.Whem Tim got back from the supplies, he passed the bottle to Cheryl and she took it with out a word and took a deep gulp from it.
"Ah..You know Tim.."
"Whoop..Whoop"
Cheryl froze mid sentence as the heard that sound.All three hunters turned towards the same direction. Tim saw a small figure above the mountains coming closer by the second.
"It's here",said Tim with a tremble in his voice.
All three hunters ran behind this large rock.
"Remember the plan?",whispered Louis.
"Of course", replied Cheryl. Timothy sat there without a word more nervous than he had ever been. Louis took a peek around the side of the rock.
"It's almost here"
Timothy sat there shaking in fear. Irritated, Louis said, "look Timothy it's too late to back out now and if you keep feeling so scared you'll never be able to fight it now take the rope and pull only when i tell you to. Got it?"
A little more assured timothy stopped trembling. Suddenly the floor shook and a loud thud could be heard, followed by a ear splitting roar. Fatalis, the black dragon had landed.
Cheryl grinned and pulled out an arrow. Timothy held the rope with a grim determination.
"It's time, get ready", said Louis and he leapt over the rock and charged towards Fatalis

I was blog hopping recently u know what's the part of other people's blog that i hate the most? The tagbox or maybe the vist counters makes me feel so pathetic about my blog no one comes or at least tags maybe my posts are not emo enough. Even those i consider frens don't tag too, kind of makes me want to question their friendship. I was kind of thinking about my friends. I don even if i should consider them my friends. I don really need friends or maybe i don really want them.Why? I have never been given priority. i don't have a 'best friend'. My so called closest friend is a traitor. Well that generally summarises why i don't need friends. I'm not against the concept of friends i just don't need/want them. They cause me more pain then joy. You may say friends provide comfort, support, companionship well i've never truely recieved any of these. I feel tat my "friends" jus need me for something not cause they like my company. Honestly i think that people gt lots of tags cause they crap about how bad their life is n there will always be people that come by n say "cheer up" etc then i go look n at the post n usually i'll b like big deal. One example i saw someone's blog praising someone about her 'continuing life after set back' i'm honestly thinking big deal it's just ONE u noe how many i have. Still who cares life sucks. If your reading this tag my blog i don't care if your cursing me or whatever jus tag.

no one noes me

sianz jus finished my ve project n decided to blog...i wish i had someon who truely knows me, somone i can tell everyting to thing tat i can't tell friends...ok fine i want a gf those r e reasons i mean i think none of my friends truely noes me well though i rather keep it that way n i there are so many things tat i need o tell someone but i don't trust anyone enouh to tell sighz i guess this is the side efect of going through an endless amount of articles on marriage =_= sianz anyway todae waz borin as usual slacked after sch went kfc n ea family feast wif joel rachel dinah hao jie louis n most importantly timmy n his wallet lolz then went library n met wy after tat didsome lame suff lyk point at e sky n lookin to c if anyone looked too lolz then came home ZzZzZ

so sad the judges todae all gt prob one write down class oso write down wrong should be e2 nt e4 T.T anywayz had fun during n after tat n bonded alot too so the cheer compititon waz nt completely useless wellz after cheer comp had lunch wif hao jie n quite a few people then went bowling it waz damn fun pics below

mac =p

cheering on e way to csc lol

i look lyk such a retard

happy good fridae =) sianz todae go plae bball wif wen yew sianz end up no 1 plae go there dun noe 4 wat then went kfc after tat stupid abigail go take my jacket of e seat n go sit as if tat area nt crammed enough lolz all ur fault cause me to choke on my food lolz k lah oso my fault lah go take up so much space stupid gurls(4gt e names) go anyhow take pic hate eu :P lolz sianz e trip waz so borin kinda regreted goin anywayz tmr gt cheer practise GO E2!!!

vry tired ZzZzZ so nt bloggin todae

wahh todae so fun 6 periods no teacher =) e maths phy n chem gt so 'high' at cheer i think we're gonna win tis year =P the we go run around e lvl during our 'break' shouting : E2 E2 GO!! damn funny then after went home wif wen yew then he psed me at e mrt had to go take back wif abigail n ended up "aruguing" bout whose class is better at e cheer i think everyone waz lyk starung at us i think mostly me lah cause i waz talking damn loudly lolz

hmmm now dat i think about it i'm pretty sure it's a prank i mean tat person send message i still need 5 min to decifer it i mean wat does 4om mean (turns out it's from =_=) i doubt tat gurls really go send message until so liddat 1 sianz i don even if e person is real if u are n ur reading tis call me NOW if ur some guy n ur plaeing a prank i'll kill u so u better start praying tat i don find eu

=) i feel so happy some gurl said she admired me =) nvr tot anyone would admire me lolz though tis could be some prank plaed by some loser =( ah well i'll assume the best 4 tis sighz she won tell me who she is T.T

ZzZzZ so tired this week so sian not holidae still giv assignments T.T although this week waz quite fun had e games dae for e kids at tehban gardens sighz todae went plae bowling gt 3 strikes in a row first time in my life then plaed dota and bllied benedict =) ended up l8 fer youth then nic go sae tat he found my blog most probably through maxine n oso sae tat it vry "wat" wonder wat tat mean lolz sianz had to sign up fer bb/youth cip/camp thing todae nic most probably signed up cause sherilyn waz goin =P lolz
to nic: i don noe y u avoid e subject so much i mean there nothing wrong wif lyking a gurl mah a say something bout it u so pissed already =P lolz

waz i feel soooo tired i think being a sec 4 is starting to stress me out sighz anywayz i think i can cope so it's not too bad...more difficult matters as usual concerns a gurl =_= sighz i really don wanna get rejected again still... i'm not sure if i should chase her i don even ne her personally although i find her quite cute sighz

wahh once again i nvr update fer soo long sighz e adam khoo workshop waz great vry touching sighz i feel so sad now so lonely sighz i feel so pathetic daedreaming bout a sec three girl sighz

sighz i've seroiusly been usy recently haven't had time to post sighz i guess i'm most like ly gonna post on week ends onli anywayz m week waz ok sighz i'm not sure if i should go chase this gurl i'm intrested in for one i don have time 2 ask her out on a date cause i gt stuff on for every dae except mondae n she's nt free on mondaes...T.T sianz...anywayz i'm lookin 4ward 2 the workshop on mondae =)

6 daes since i posted...so busy these few dae especially valentine's dae where timmiy gave pei yun a teddy bear n got rejected how sad anywayz i didn't really do much gave a rose to this cute girl i c on the bus quite often sighz feel so sleepy ZzZzZ...

tired...vry tired

waah so long nvr blog mainly cause of chinese new year well the eve i played majong at my cousin's house ,samantha, till 4 am poor neighbours lol nxt dae played black jack till 1 2nd the same ZzZzZzZzZ wah damn tired...sighz anyway collected $170 nt much but it's ok i have no idea how some people have the patience to type every single thing they did each dae maybe i shold do tat too:
6.07:woke up walked 11 steps to the bathroom
6.08 brushed my teeth
.......
lol then maybe my blog will be nicer =_= anyway gonna go maple now bb

T.T punished by mr chia todae sighz i'm sure every1 noe the reason nvr pass up homework...again...sighz sry wen yew psed u cause gt caught...sianz i don noe if every time i lyk a gurl is b'cos i really lyk her or b'cos i jus wanna have a gf for the sake of having one...i think it's the latter T.T

sianz...todae gt caught by mrs tn cause of attire T.T 1 hour dc...anywayz went out wif amanda wen yew jonathan abigail n her bf erm peter i think lolz anyway waz acting damn gay wif jonathan i love u john lolz i think i'm turning gay =_=...hmmm nthing much else happened

mood:mixed emotions

sighz todae again nthing much happened went wif wen yew n amanda... didn't do much wif them anywayz if u see my blog as a jumbled up mess erm...i'm oso nt sure wat to cause some people c it as normal but some don bugger have to go change blogskin again anywayz for those irritating people who keep disturbing me bout liking abigail u can stop now cause i've givin up on her n resume when i've found someone else oso stop bugging abigail i noe it's fun i like doing things like tat too but it's gt nothing to do wif her stop keep r comments to me pleaze...hmmm...nthing else already i guess...kz c u another time bah...

mood:sleepy

sighz haven't done much tis weekend...i miss my frens T.T...=_=lolz sighz my blog's dead...r.i.p. lol i can't help thinking bout her i try not to but i still do i hate myself sighz i seriously don noe wat to do...

mood:depressed

sighz todae damn sian gt to sch damn early todae...at assembly mrs tan talked our whole reading period...waz talking to wen yew todae's his one month anniversary made some card for amanda then she gt him a small btl of stars of smthing lyk tat...how sweet...sigh lucky guy...he's currently celebrating his one month while i'm here wondering y i don't even have one dae lolz sighz...well about less depressing matters owned todae at dota for once tinker rules=)...odae waz m sis' first dae at her cca gb...sighz i hate every one in my class...friggin b****es...

i hate wimps who flame people n don state their names...if ur so much of a chicken don bother flaming people loser...sighz anyway i'm still in still in a state of depression/confusion lolz...i doubt u come to my blog no one come 2 my blog still...i hate being kept in the dark...not being told wat's goin on not being responded to...sighz...ever been rejected? do u remeber how it feels like? take tat and times 10 tat's how i feel now...sighz every good or honorable thing i do is nvr known to anyone execpt those of whom wat i do is concerned...

sighz i'm so confused...

...sighz i hate sch i hate my lyf i hate tis blog i hate you no lah jus kidding i lyk u anyway i feel lyk i'm making my lyf more complicated than it already is lor lol i guess i'm thinking too much...i don noe y i still blog no one comes here anyway...sighz...i gtg bye lah sighz

christian n proud about it

todae waz awsome!!! first part of the dae waz a bit borin had to help my dad dismantle 2 cupboards n bring them down stairs then after tat went to Ignite !!!omg i waz sooo awsome there were so many testimonies bout how youths in school evagelised it waz so cool from now onwards in school i'll bring my bible n read during free time so if anyone asks me bout wat i'm reading i can evagelise wats more the worship here oso great i jumped til i gt a stitch lol oh yar i oso told abigail i lyked her n asked her out on a date...u noe i jus realised tis is the first time i'm goin on a date wif a gurl lor retarded hor 16 n nvr been on a date =_= i hope she likes me...nvm i can pray bout it =)

hey all todae's been another borin dae did nthing much in sch after sch i went to 2e3 to wait fer wen yew wif amanda wait n wait n wait the ******* nvr turn up stupid guy go ps me n went to eugene house first nvm wen yew i'm a vry kind person so i 4give u...jerk...anywayz went to eugene house wif amanda n plaed wif his door bell =P n door mat LOLZ then we had to leave gene's house cause his sis comin back then me n wen yew go down stair did some card tricks at first then he told a ghost story n scared the crap out of amanda lol waz damn funny i think the whole condo could hear her scream...lol...then went to west mall to check prices of roses 90+ dollars i wz lyk wtf i waz gonna do something on stupid valantines dae (lyk i do every year) but don noe if still in my budget T.T anywayz i jus read a post in silvia blog bout me well number 1 tis is MY blog i make comments as n when n how i want to number 2 wtf do u mean by 'because u wanted to gain then use people' if u wanna scold some one PLEASE improve ur grammar. i should rite a book on "how to turn your whole class on you in just 7 daes" i think i jus did tat lor lol...n silvia how the **** am i using people to gain wat i wan?

sighz todae waz another borin dae at sch scolded by 3 teachers gonna fail my amath test =( anywayz after tat i went out wif wen yew n beng loon to mac to meet his gf we were lyk doin all kinds of lame card tricks there while amanda n abigail n two more of thier frens waz doin some project bout e circulatory system then amanda waz lyk askin fer emo people so she borrow a pen knife =_=...nthing much happened after tat went home n wen yew ps ed me so had to go home wif abigail... sighz todae so boring... still owe my teacher so much home work... i gtg bb chat another time bah...

i've finally fixed my blog now can c e post =P anywayz todae went out wif wen yew n amanda again we at first were at mac wif eugene then don noe y amanda lyk vry emo 1 waz cause wen yew don wan to tell her something anywayz nt so sure bout it then l8r eugene left n we walked to amanda house which waz damn far T.T lol then we decided to go eugene house lol me n wen yew were lyk plaeing wif his door bell then go in we watched e last part of ' i'm not stupid 2 ' on tv then wen ask if he could go talk wif amanda alone in eugene's room the suddenly eugene waz lyk," hey leuven i wanted to show u the..erm..condom i waz lyk =_= of all things to think about but anyway i jus plaed along n went wif him to leave those two alone lol after awhile me n gene came out we all chated a bit then the 3 of us left n plaed wif gene;s door bell even more lol then wen yew decided to go take taxi home ended up he didn't have enough money n were apologizing to e uncle lyk crazy lol after tat went home n gt scolded fer comin home so l8 =( sighz i've been looking through afew blogs recently n i've nvr seen someone actually make a refferance to me sighz i feel so left out i noe it's weird to think bout something lyk tat but still... sighz tat's bout it bah gtg bye-bye c u nxt time

finally changed my blogskin =) todae went out wif wen yew n amanda to mac then lot 1 i pity wen yeh i mean when silvia n wen yeh broke up everybody blame wen yeh i mean would silvia oso have some fault so y is every 1 blaming wen yeh..poor guy anyway todae went out wif him n amanda (sry silvia if ur reading tis but it waz way more fun wif him and amanda then wif u n him sry)anyway met tis gurl tat waz really funny but damn lame =P anyway gtg bb =P

i seriously need to change my blogskin i totally sux but i'm too lazy =P anywayz todae waz my first dae back in sch nthing much happened gt kickout for my first class l8 for my 3rd...i've given up liking any girl...no sane gurl would eva lyk me sighz todae went lan gt pwned by some guys we plaed wif then on e way back while on way back on e bus tim realised he 4gt his books at e lan centre n he had to be back home immedietly so me being such a kind person went back n got them 4 him =) stupid guy waste so much of my time at least could his books =_=...

currently in melboure finished touring round tasmania i didn't do much worth noteing sigh wish i waz still in s'pore

surpirse surpirise tat wasn't my last post i'm now in e airport n found somewhere wif internet =) anywayz nothing much happened my mom's scizzors got confiscated n tat waz about it =_= anyway i hate it when people write in their blogs bout something tat happened but don sae wat it is let me clarify wat i jus said for example: 'sighz i'm still thinking bout her i wonder wat she thiks bout me'. tat kind of stuff ok wat ah who cares i'm most likely gulity of tat too =_=....

tis is most probably gonna be my last post in a while cause tmr leaving for australia =(...wish i didn't have to go anywayz yesterdae went 2 sentosa supposed to be E5 class outting but i go there extra =P waz quite fun wasted a lot of time in vivo b4 goin over cause some1 wanted to buy suntan lotion or something... then when we reached there we walked all the way from e station to siloso beach then first thing we tried to lae volley ball but gt chased away cause e court belong to some hotel then every1 decided to try to throw me in e water =( well my parents didn't allow me to go swimming if not i wouldn't have objected to getting thrown in e water still every1 tried dragging me there but gave up at some point...anyway after tat i made some excuse to go to 7-11 to buy drinks nothing much happened after that i jus camped at some rocks until every1 waz done swimming then after lunch we went cycling =) we as in me beng loon n yuo zhi =_=... don noe y no1 one wanted to go anyway i met maxine my church fren there... well tat generally concludes it boring rite? actually it wazn't but i'm to lazy to write e details =P... wonder who's '???' come my blog write 'crap...' lol

sighz so long nvr post...i feel like i'm writing in a personal joural no ever come here anyway...goin 2 australia on fridae i wish i didn't have to go...i'll be there like camping for 1 whole month with no body but my family... damn...sighz i'm currently in one of my super emo moods cause i'm so lonely...well on to less depressing stuff tmr goin to sentosa =) yu xiang asked me to go along still i a little unsure of as to go or not cause it's e E5 class outingthen i'm from E2...ah who cares...

sighz there r some people i kinda dislike those who love 2 write in their blogs tat their life sux when it doesn't or pretend be emo even thoughthey have no reasons 2 ok there r some whose life really sux can't blame them but it's those hypocrites that i hate i is it really fun to be emo? if any1 should b damn sad it should be me no 1 remebered my birthday or maybe no 1 cares or maybe it was paled in comparison to the fact tat the foshan members came back on that dae i'm not saying tat i don like the fact that the foshan members came back on tat dae but a simple sms saying 'happybirth day" would be really nice i don even expect birthday presents any more...

so long nvr post...mainly cause my mom's laptop waz down with some virus n i couldn't use e computer anywayz i haven't done much recently did a little homework played a little bit of com games i've been in a state of depression these few days...i really miss her not that she misses or even thinks bout me...i repeat once again it's not jeanell i have no idea y people say i like her...i don noe y i bother writing in tis blog no one visits anyway i fel lyk i'm talking to myself...

sighz haven't posted anyway 2 daes ago had spa i'm prettly sure i'm gonna fail...any main event: yesterdae waz ying ying's birthdae n yu xiang being loyal bf decided to do something grand for her he had told me bout it awhile back but i wazn't first he sang her a song n then gave her a rose then he took out tis sappire neckless n gave it to her lol her had alot of trouble putting it on her anywayz i feels so jealous of yu xiang tat he had the courage to do somehing like tat sighz i don even dare do anything concerning the girl i like(i do NOT like jeanell)